Courtney posts

these post have all been saved in my hard drive gathering virtual dust for ages so i decided to finally post them. unfortunately i can’t remember all the sources – so if it’s from your site please give me a shout (earlysmu@gmail.com) and i’ll happily credit you.
the kitty radio posts were taken from a re-posting last year by historygravity who did request that they not be re-posted (which i resisted for quite sometime) … perhaps i’ll get in ‘trouble’ but since the amount of courtney’s stuff online is diminishing by the hour and kittyradio is hardly the most stable site i feel justified. i have posted magazine articles and photographs before, it’s really no different so long as source credit is given…

i just hate the thought of it all disapearing

COURTNEY’S INTERNET POSTINGS
Wed Jul 27 19:49:07 EDT 1994
OK KOOL get me to thee net…..i just dont wanna sidle anywhere near Albini and his horde of math rockers…..please post this magic question…..tell me someone why the hell i am iconoclastic re;gen eccchhhh but have not sold as much as the Breeders(and the answer is NOT that we suck and i dress funny and married a rockstar-and you know it fishdick) why do i get mail from Cher,asked to uh…”come down to the set” by Demi(I hear you math boy and i most certainly did no such thing-you just want it) a VERY UNWELCOME-NON PARTICIPANT upcoming Peeple and E Weekly cover? What fuking happened to the Pixies? You remember before the deconstruction,dismemberment and (thank YOU mr Corgan,oh by the way William im carrying your own little Billy-funny how that happened with your WIFE in the damm room-gee shes liberal)DISARMENMENT of me and mine? When you could start a band get a little bigger than the German Circuit-doesANYONEREMEMBERTHEGERMANCIRCUITWELL IT WASNTMUCHFUCKINGFUNTHATSWHAT-make a bit of dosh,be big in the UK and only be recognized by clerks at roughTrade? calling me a big media whore in those days was fine it was true-i love nothing more than pissing on my phlegmatic,pointy nosed evil witch in a low rent industry jobbed peersHAHA or omething along those lines-but this..this is and has been ridiculous and Noam Chumsky has NOT provided the answer,if anyone knows Jason Cohen author of said,Generation ecccchhh,pls tell him (im serious) he is my Jewish prince, i want an answer AND a date. Janet Billig says he even talks that way,tell him itll make the Star and then he can ponder this quest in an even new light-should i just go back to college?Bennington!Wellesly!Harvard!!!!…uh…..EVERGREEN!!!!!!!! IVe only got 2 terms left for a nifty degree in guess what……THATS RIGHT!THE SAME AS ALL THE REST OF YOU!!!!………LIBERAL ARTS!!!!!!!!!we all know how far that gets us in our streamlined modern world,the world of the fast track and the information superhighway! YOU JUST WON AN INTERN JOB AT MTV AND I AM GROSSLY OVER FAMOUS!!!!For what? writing-sorry you know its true-very good very obvious English major lyrics and listenin g to The Psychedelic Furs and PIL way too much.?okay okay ill do snl but only cos Jeanne Garofolo joined the cast and Patti very much knows shes gaygaygay.Im sorry if ive upset your concept of celebrity by actually participating in this,but HEY! your concept of celebrity was just boomer handed to you anyways…see,just like Thurston….IM ACCESSIBLE!I LIVE IN A HOUSE! I HAVE A CHILD!I AM HUMAN!THE LIVINGHIEROPHANT! THE COVER OF MS.AND ESQUIRE THE SAME MONTH!AND IT ISNNT A CONTRADICTION! I MUST BE…..WAIT FORIT….A FEMMENIST(Thanx Noam) okay fuckoff peace love empathy and kiss my ass…. 2 more things;id like to pot a very public apology to Nils Bernstien for being a lame ass and accusing him of something he did not do,it would be boring to try to excuse myself so i wont. also,guess what ponies?I DONT DO HEROIN!!!!!thats right, I hardly ever have so blow me,its gross and its DIRTY.now ive really let you down…im sorry…maybe SARAH MCCLACHLEN DOES..COS SHE THINKS I DO…COS ITS CHIC AND KOOL…. bye now Courtney,no no dumbass not TORI,Courtney. AND NO MORE FUCKING MID SUICIDE E MAIL-CALL THE FUCKING HOTLINE OR WRITE TO VEDDER -IM ROOF BORNE MYSELF STOP IT YOU LITTLE ALTERNATEEN BRATS!!! COURTNEY,AND THE BLOOD IS DRIPPING ONTO THE NOTEPAD……WELL YOUR SUCKING MINE AND ILL LIVE THRU THE NUCLEAR WINTER LIKE ITOR NOT…..i can see it now…rambling,incoherent,POOR TYPING SKILLS !!!publish at your own peril,i promise to be very very pissed…… AND

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Wed Jul 27 19:56:35 EDT 1994
hey did you like that? I did, but we both know illpay anpay and pay for being such a bad mother and a bad girl and posting in the cobweb….fuck do it anyway,and yes if its no bother drag me back all my Finnish pointy nosed friends posting unless they are beyond dumb…ie.and Grohl had to be physically restrained,and she was in Kristens bathroom,and she killed him for the insurance,and she did cartwheels and stole my grandmas heirloom diamond and pawned it for her and Stipe and gave me syphilis and i know COS I WAAS THERE….fuck,that too,thatsthee FUN stuff anyways. GOD!!!Ilove my Wonderbra! post this too,lets just have an orgygoo fest,fuckwithme,fuckwithme,fuckwithme,

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Fri Jul 29 01:21:15 AM EDT 1994
take this down if you want; its him al his present studio references were accurate,i thought you meant j mascis! he told me last week he went through all this stuff net and aol. we laughed at how no one accused him of the scratches ,i mean the “scratches” on my back at Mtv dumb thing,cos hes such a big homo…ha…not,both ways if you must know,my bad typing is proof im high were as his are just ‘cute’-i love him. the orig. lp title was;’Exploding head” ,Thurston sings on a song called”Crush with Eyeliner” i was there..sample lyric…”Shes three miles of bad road” thank you,uncle mike”shes a sad Tomato” and a song re;Kurt that had us bboth bawling like babies….i was screaming “the snare dammit” and got to fake mix one w/ litt Kurt stylee-marshalls way up and fucking snare snare snare -au naturale-berry walked in on my ..uh “mix” and sed wheres the damm ORGAN-oh well i tried- it IS really rock and raw and my fave for a long long time-kinda punk even….in a remmy way…he doesnt believe in this dammed 4th wall either ,he is truly well adjusted,parents/family all great….i wish hed love me, sometimes i think he feels-sory isnt right,but dutiful re; me…. thats why i kep a little distance but boy does he ever have a bbullshit detector…he sees right though my bulshit- i cant pull ANYTHING over on him. Any way its him he told me…and Corgans are authentic too,some 14 yr old thought a fake Billy was in love w/ her and he got PISSED an posted….aol owes me bux,i made them bux w this publicity!

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>From: anstine@uniblab.sas.upenn.edu (David R. Anstine)
>Newsgroups: alt.music.alternative
>Subject: Re: Courtney Love at Lollapalooza 8/1 (What a Loser!)
>Date: 5 Aug 1994 14:38:18 GMT
>Organization: University of Pennsylvania
>I was there. Whoopee!
>What a sham artist she is. How foolish everyone is for patronizing her.
>Hmm, let’s see. She’s a pretty bad musician who seems to model herself
>after Sid Viscious’ girlfriend. She did heroin while she was pregnant.
>She was married to an extremely talented musician, but she apparently was
>too caught up in her own addiction to prevent him from killing himself.
>Then she drops the ball again; her bass player overdoses too.
>What an impressive resume! She definitely deserves center stage at
>Lollapalooza. We should have stoned her.
>A role model for everyone, I must say.
>-dave

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Mon Aug 8 03:34:46 AM EDT 1994
dave…….thats the whole point dumbass,i wanna be there all alone center stage of Lolla,43.000 people and be stoned, covered in blood beerpiss tomatoes your own sputum and urine,Dave,a mass stoning, Historical non? i wonder…would you be looking each other in the eyes or straight ahead,in a sort of Dionysian mass hypnosis?the way i saw the girl being passed around during “Rape Me” in Ogden Utah from the side of the stage,they were all staring straightahead…as they ripped her shirt,bra, pants-grungey sort of shants actaully-panties-as they started mangling her breasts…hands on either side -her face was all screwed up in a scream- and the men were all glazed -AND STARING STRAIGHT AHEAD-my eyes followed a particularly violent boob mangling hand down to its owner- a baby faced grunge punque rocquer-at wich point i grabbed Novaselic and screamed and pointed- he jumped into the crowd and Kurt had the houselights turned on- i could only point out the cute boy for sure and the girl was bloody and hysterical -her breasts and stomach looked as though shed been clawed by jackels and Hungry Ghosts,from the coldest hell of the Bardo’s.I once stage dived at the Underworld in UK, we’d been on tour w/Mudhoney and Mr.Arm had succesfully dived on every evening,i dunno i was just in the mood,much the same happened to me, i was returned to the stage basically naked, fingers had been inside of me,my ass,vagina,etc….i know math boy…WHAT IS ETC.? well it just was etc.,i saw a photo of that moment, i was smiling,pretending everything was ok,i guess, it started to dawn on me that this had been my own fault-for bleaching and makeupping and wearing a ‘little’ dress… my friend Finch in L7 wears male drag mostly,but she said that this happened to her too on tour w/ the Beasties,just think Dave had you organized a “stoning” of me, youdve at least gotten to see the Beasties!! lotsa testoterone running rampant,wich is basically why i chose that spot… a band w/ no choruses! a band i especially loathe because my husbands success was used in very unethical ways to get that band on track, Kurt was utterly traded for that band by certain people involved in his life… and the biggest reason he didnt want to do Lollapalooza was that band, even though he couldnt stand the Pumpkins-i think-hed never admit this in a million years- but i think maybe that was a mixture of personal-i used to go out w/ someone in that band-but briefly- and the idealogical-its pretty obvious they werent his cup of tea,but he knew FULL WELL what went on with his ass getting traded re;Beastie Boys.How would you like it if you knew that you were purchasing real estate,swimming pools,merchandise franchises etc. for people who did not believe in you and who you couldnt stand, the idea of being shit on by your own’people’ ,whose careers you made possible is enough to make anyone sick!!!! Anyone!!! but i digress….Stoning me would have been really ‘Kool’ Dave-are you VERY into Pantera? or just a mix of that and Anthrax? i KNOW you had fun during the Beastie set,are you all dolled up in yer best X_BOY? as for the term “math rock/boy” it refers actaully to Godel ,Escher,Bach….It was Godel,the mathematician of complete Chaos,who said that ,2+2 does NOT neccasarily =4. Love CourtneyPS STIPE-i just got back tonite are you at the seasons du 4?pls call me in the next few days- i must tell you my funfunfun ADVENTURE-my mother in law and Kurts sister(8) Brie-anne are up and shes a dyin to meet you, Steph.is afraid to ask her nanny for a confidentiality agreement…and there are problems in that dept anyway….you can help me help her…did P show you the Guitar i gave him,? oh this is personal,way, call me……this guy here on the Internet said”we should have stoned her” ….neat huh? meet you in Salem. thanx for thee mail, do i get to have that beautiful song yet? luvvv cccc

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Context : The following is CL’s Net response to someone who had posted in a discussion of Kurt Cobain’s suicide, in a computer conferencing system :

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Mon Aug 8 02:26:01 AM EDT
lori Fleming?HAR!!!! She wishes! How dumb youve got to make up a “CourtneY story”…eat me Lori, i remember you vaguely and ive certainly never spoken to you…so…shut thee fuck up,

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>>From: j_garon@pentagon.io.com (“Jesse Garon”)
>>Newsgroups:alt.music.alternative.female,alt.music.nirvana
>>Date: 10 Aug 1994 03:18:09 -0500
>>Hey, I have this recurring fantasy where high-profile rock star Courtney
>>Love, of the band “Hole”, and I go out to dinner and drinks at the
>>fabulous Dresden Cafe in Los Angeles, CA, and spend the night discussing
>>the finer points of Doug Hofstafter’s book GODEL, ESCHER, BACH while the
>>lounge stylings of Marty and Elayne play in the background.
>>So, since she’s online, I’d appreciate it if somebody sent her out this
>>post — like maybe the same guy who’s been posting her quotes to the Net —
>>and she could email me and we can set this up.
>> j_garon@io.com you think i’m making this up — but i’m not
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>From: bondu@netcom.com (Daniel Bondurant)
>Date: Wed, 10 Aug 1994 18:55:41 GMT
>Do you think while she’s at the Dresden Cafe, she’ll go next door to the
>Beastie Boys XTRA Large Store, and buy some clothes so she can look like an
>X-BOY? just as long as yuo don’t take her to the ONYX. anything but that.
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Thu Aug 11 18:02:33 1994
Hey, i cant go the Dresden room Too filmic. How about the Formosa, at least its dark. I will bring along my little slim green volume- very Gap sort of book, but helpful nonetheless”women and words”-Its great- we get to make up words like “Testerical” as opposed to “HystericaL” -after the Greek’Hyster” , Meaning uterus,Math rockers are stoic testerical bastards who only want to discuss the effect of never taking one typing class,as if I were preparing myself for a future CLERICAL position! actually,the truth is i nod out so much on the keyboard that i drop my smokes on it- anyone want my used Mac 180c-its got genuine Heroine Burns on it, but i digress- At the Formosa you can explain the physical laws of explosion and i wil actaully DEMONSTRATE LIVE the utter breakdown of all known laws of physics-and IMPLODE right under the signed pic of Doris Day. Hey boy, ill show you a black hole, Mr. Hawking – I Love You. courtney

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>From: pzc@panix.com (Jonathan Glick)
>Newsgroups: alt.music.alternative
>Date: 10 Aug 1994
>I know I shouldn’t be wasting valuable brain space on this issue, but I
>would like an explanation, damnit. (See Love Post #3, I think)
>Did I interpret it wrong? Why does Courtney hate the Beasties?
>I’m naive, but I always thought that these two band-worlds would have very
>little to do with each other; now I discover that they have collided! Zoiks!
>There must be someone (probably dozens) out there alterno-literate
>enough to understand this issue and post an answer.
>Jonathan Glick–
>P.Z.C.
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Thu Aug 11 18:05:49 EDT 1994
Beasties=Gold Mountain Entertainment,27% split of Lolla Back end. Nirvana,Sonic Youth,Dinosaur Jr,Breeders,Hole,Beck,Lemonheads= Gold Mountain Entertainment.

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>>Newsgroup: alt.music.nirvana
>>Subject: Re: Courtney Pict
>>From: bondu@netcom (Daniel Bondurant)
>>For those of you who don’t like Courtney, check out page 15 of
>>the new Rolling Stones (with the Rolling Stones on the cover)
>>Looks like she just come out of a bar brawl (or reading the
>>replies to her posts)
>Newsgroup: alt.music.nirvana
>Subject: Re: Courtney Pict
>From: nyet@chop.ugcs.caltech.edu (mista luv juice!)
>Hey man, watch it! Why are you attacking Courtney? what has she
>ever done to you?
>Although she does look like chisled spam in that photo.

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Sun, 21 Aug 94 02:35:55 EDT
I LIKE thaet fucking photo,giv , e me a damm break I just got off stage…sweaty,smeary…what the fuck am i a MODEL now. EAT ME i love my grammar. I am ‘specially interested in the “toxic genotype” posting…pls elaborate.. i love the goddamm house of pies, when i worked at Jumbos Clown Room i used to go there after work everynight.

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>>Subject: Fraudulant Courtney Love posts
>>Newsgroups: alt.music.nirvana
>>From: teresaj@microsoft.com (Teresa Jennings)
>>I’ve been reading these rambling diatribes and I’m
>>convinced that someone is trolling and/or playing
>>a sick prank. After her vigorous denials
>>in the press about not being on heroin why would
>>she talk about nodding off and heroin burns
>>to a bunch of legs around here.
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>Subject: Fraudulant Courtney Love Posts
>Newsgroups: alt.music.nirvana
>From: ming@flowbee.interaccess.com (that stupid club)
>It’s a joke. Like, maybe Courtney has a sense of
>humor?

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Sun, 21 Aug 94 02:44:04 EDT
it was “heroine” burns, God sometimes you kids make the Boomers look fucking hip.

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COURTNEY LOVE SAYS THAT THE FOLLOWING POST IS FRAUDULENT (read Part 10)!!!

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Date: Sun, 04 Sep 94 07:30:10 EDT
uhhh..grohl has JOINED PEARL JAM. this will undoubetly (SIC>>>K) be pubished but i dont fucking care,fyi, Kurt was not on speaking terms w/ Dve Iscariot anyway 4 over a year, fuck him, yeah fuck you dave, ill be yr fuckin Yoko nightmare you fucking traitor….Thanks for not even calling after Rome, thanks for being a fuck you hve now made lifes rich shit list; the company of albini,mike D(cum Silva),Hershberg and the loverly Tina Brown- get those Jeremy royalties dave, Fuck you, why didnt you just join the fucking cult…God you are LOW and KC would juest shrug ,im sure he wouldnt be surprised anyeway…….i like doing this on the Void, better thanever speaking to you again…..im going w/Stipe to the aewards, lets maake those rumours finally cum true,uck you dave,shoot some hoop w/ jeffy ok? fucker.

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Date: Tue, 06 Sep 94 16:26:43 EDT
hi carol this is Courtney, I am using Craig Montgomery”s IBM- I did not hear of David Grohl Joining Pearl Jam and even if he didits really his life and his business, Ive noticed postings lately that our not mine- carried over by you- i ama ware that I gave you full pemission to do this- but how could someone use [Email Address Deleted — cem], i mean my passwod is pretty obvious- it wouldnt take a ROCKET SCIENTIST to figure it out , Micheal says thee can only be one “Stipey”- I dont know but in the laast 24 hours 2 people i respect-one whom i really love and value have accused me of being a liar- you know that feeling- when you didnt do something . Well i didnt post to you about Dave Grohl Joiining Pearl Jam and i would not be classless eenough to do this anyway-to be honest i would not really care- its his life. anyway the media will be all over this yesterday and i dont need it and neither does Dave, I love Dave. I love Krist. Now they are madat me they think I did this thing-and they think im lying, im not and id like you to help me get to the bottom of it because theres nothing more frustrating and at this point PAINFUL than having people think you did stuff you didnt do, post this near the faux Courtney posting- or remove it if you can or help me figure out who did this- alright Carol thanks,Im really sorry this happened ,the Courtney Crazy signature writing really pissses me off too, about 8-9 days ago you sent me a postng i had allegedly sent you.,that I had not writtten, i didnt respond as it was innocous- i thought it was more making fun of my crazy Joycean -smack addled writing “style”- also i got a fanzine called “Mad Love” that had fraudulent postings- not many, but a few- pls from now on confirm with me before going over to the net if its something as cazed and destructive as that was- by the way Dave was very supportive after Rome, I dont need people i love calling me a liar as this will obligate me to rather despise them – and i dont want any of this shit crazy anger- thanks Carol….Courtney

continue to posts #11 – #18

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Date: 02.16.95 Courtney Love Interview (Part 1 of 5)

OnlineHost :
Courtney Love is here…ready!!
C LOVE :
ta da kiss my ass
C LOVE :
so exciting im leaving
Mtvmail : DeeMony:
Question :
Courtney, I think you were really brave to that article with Rolling Stone Magazine. I just want to know how do you handle the stress that you must be under? I think your awesome.
C LOVE :
xanax lots
Mtv Mail : Megan2513:
Question:
My friend tries to act like you all the time. She acts mean and cusses a lot. Is this really your attitude? Or can I tell this girl she’s wasting her time?
C LOVE :
no im nice except when hotels steal my stuff
Mtvmail : Daisy Chan:
Question :
Does it bother you all the types of people who make fun of other pee girls love you and call hole their own?
C LOVE :
tell her to act like a slut thatll work better
Mtvmail : JoshShea:
Question :
what were you like in high school?
C LOVE :
pee girls always growe up to be hot fucks
Mtvmail : Trashygrl:
Question :
if you could have one wish what would it be
C LOVE :
i never went to high school
C LOVE :
i graduated Robert S Farrell with a hotshit GED
Mtvmail : Kinderhor
Question :
Courtney-What do you got to say to all the fans that THANK YOU for saving thier lives? There are a lot of them, and sometimes I do too.
C LOVE :
stop projecting
C LOVE :
or ill projectile vomit
Mtvmail : Funboy23
Question :
Im just curious, how you’re dealing with your husbands death and the fact that he was a practicing bisexual?Did that arouse any jealousy you…?
C LOVE :
he was NOT derwood
C LOVE :
go read yr advocate piece again
Mtvmail : Prettypow:
Question :
what was the KOOLest thing a FAn ever did for your or gave you???
C LOVE :
left me alone and didnt think i owed them anymore than a show or record
C LOVE :
actaully i like the ones that call the Star re; my alleged seex life the best
C LOVE :
theyre makin the bucks
MtVomit : TMSickler:
Question :
Courtney: What does Francis want to be when she grows up?
C LOVE :
sa
C LOVE :
spell the m
C LOVE :
name correctly
C LOVE :
F
C LOVE :
R
C LOVE :
A
C LOVE :
N
C LOVE :
C
C LOVE :
E
C LOVE :
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proceed to part 2 of this interview

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THE SPINONLINE INTERVIEW WITH COURTNEY LOVE
Lollapalooza, July 20, 1995
Pine Knob — Detroit, Michigan

The following coversation (her management won’t let us call it an interview) took place during SPINonline foreign correspondent Jeff Johnson’s last night on the road with Lollapalooza. Jeff sat with Courtney and Frances immediately after Hole’s set at Pine Knob in Detroit. He had waited around for a few days trying to talk to Courtney, but the lid on the Hole camp was pretty tight.

Jeff: “I guess after Drew Barrymore arrived, and immediately wiped out all the mud by the 2nd stage, security just started to unravel, and it happened. The interview was frequently stopped in order for Courtney to answer Frances Bean’s questions: ‘See, that’s Coco’s dad playing guitar. . . See, that’s Coco’s mom playing guitar,’ and a few verses of ‘Itsy Bitsy Spiderm,’ or some song like that.’

COURTNEY: What are you doing with that tape recorder?

SPINONLINE: Can I tape, or no?

COURTNEY: Well, what is this for?

SPINONLINE: For SPINonline. I’m doing like a common man’s diary, and you’re doing like, the rock star’s diary.

COURTNEY: Yeah. Only on the defensive.

SPINONLINE: What’s that?

COURTNEY: Only on the defensive.

SPINONLINE: I’m being defensive.

COURTNEY: No, I only write (Lolla journal) on the defensive.

SPINONLINE: No, I mean if I. . .

COURTNEY: Quick! Not many! You’re not getting the Pulitzer for this, Babe. And I don’t want to see this printed anywhere on a. . .

FRANCES: I wanna sit by you.

COURTNEY: I wanna sit by you too.

SPINONLINE: So, I started out in Chicago, and then went to Cincinnati, and then here (Detroit) for two days.

COURTNEY: Right.

SPINONLINE: And in Chicago the first night, you threw your guitar, and a bunch of mic stands in the crowd after you got done. Is that just because you were so emotionally worked up, or is it a fairly common occrance?

COURTNEY: Endorphins.

SPINONLINE: Ah. Yeah.

COURTNEY: Rawwk.

SPINONLINE: Do you kinda feel like people expect that out of you after awhile?

COURTNEY: Nope. If I don’t do it it’s like Kurt not doing “Teen Spirit,” or Beck not doing “Loser”– you don’t have to do shit. It feels better when you don’t sometimes.

SPINONLINE: For me, Cincinnati was the coolest day so far, in terms of seeing you guys, and your set.

COURTNEY: I don’t remember.

SPINONLINE: Like Yow (from the Jesus Lizard) had gotten busted, and then you came out [see my tour journal from Cincy] and. . .

COURTNEY: Oh, the penis. That kid (who exposed himself to Courtney) got busted.

SPINONLINE: Yeah. That sucks. I think the rest of the crowd was moved by what you did. I think they were pretty solidified.

COURTNEY: Yeah, well David Yow hasn’t said thanks.

SPINONLINE: I read in yr. online thing that you said this tour was boring because you weren’t having any sex.

COURTNEY: Nobody’s having any sex.

SPINONLINE: Do you think this is most WASPy tour…ever?

COURNEY: As Thurston (Moore, of SY) would say, it’s ahh, “We’re a really conservative band.”

SPINONLINE: So if you were compelled to find a boyfriend in anyone of these bands, would you go after anybody?

COURTNEY: No.

SPINONLINE: They’re all too square?

COURTNEY: Nooww.

SPINONLINE: They’re just not attractive?

COURTNEY: Noo! It’s not that either. I’ve discovered that romantic love is a dillusion that causes no one anything but pain.

SPINONLINE: I know, you’ve been saying that, you’ve been sayin’ that. What kind of love are you going after then?

COURNTEY: A seventy-yea rold TExas billionaire.

SPINONLINE: So you’re going to be the next Anna Nicole Smith?

COURTNEY: I’m going to be the next Elizabeth Taylor.

SPINONLINE: Oh yeah. So he won’t be around very long before you find somebody else?

COURTNEY: (nods)

SPINONLINE: So what have you been doing with yr. days off (on Lolla)?

COURTNEY: Smoking. Watching TV.. Playing with my baby, and staring at the wall.

SPINONLINE: In that order? Watching “The Breakfast Club” a lot?

COURTNEY: I watched it last night twice.

SPINONLINE: Yeah, it seems like you’ve been talking about it and everybody’s been taking notes. It seems like that’s a real pivotal movie for you.

COURTNEY: Well it’s the defining movie of Generation X.

SPINONLINE: That was them [Generation Puke] at a very young agae. It was like their senior year.

COURTNEY: Yeah, I know, but at the time, you know the whole concept of John Bender’s character (Judd Nelson) was that he was a loser [interviewer’s note: Weren’t they all supposed to be losers?] and now there would be the gigantic Geffen deal, he’d be a huge rock star!!

SPINONLINE: I was trying to talk to you about that before. Don’t you think John Bender would be more into Journey, whereas Anthony Micheal Hall’s character might be a Pavement boy?

COURTNEY: Kurt was into Journey. Kurt was a Bender. All the fuckin’ you know, hot sort of metally guys were Benders. And the Pavement guys were like, you know, Brian Johnson (Anthony Micheal Hall’s character) or Anthony Micheal Hall. Yeah, you’re right.

SPINONLINE: I…

COURTNEY: Ally Sheedy might have started a band, at this point now.

SPINONLINE: In real life she’s been doing poetry slams.

COURTNEY: Yeah, I know she was real hot and stuff, but she’d just marry someone.

SPINONLINE: A 70-yar old Texas Billionaire, or some guy from the suburbs.

COURTNEY: Somebody like Evan! No, she’d like get to fuck Evan one night, for like a brief moment, and then go back to her boyfriends in Martha’s Vineyard.

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THE SPINONLINE INTERVIEW WITH COURTNEY LOVE (Part 2)
Lollapalooza, July 20, 1995
Pine Knob — Detroit, Michigan

SPINONLINE: So who’s worse, I’m gonna ask you something and if you get pissed off then I’ll just ask you the next question.

COURTNEY: Is this a guy question?

SPINGONLINE: Ratface or the Stalker: Who’s worse?

COURTNEY: The Stalker.

SPINONLINE: I’ve been seeing these missives you wrote (on SPINonline) and I was thinking why do you let that shit get to you?

COURTNEY: Aaahhwww. . .Well I talked to Sinead about it a long time, and it got resolved a lot, just talking to her about it.

SPINONLINE: I mean if you didn’t let them piss you off, don’t you think it would be like blowing them off even more. . .

COURTNEY: It’s been pissing off my husband, my family, for fucking five years. And I just clock ’em when I see ’em.

SPINONLINE: I hear that, but wouldn’t the ultimate diss just to be like, “Who are you?”

COURTNEY: That’s what Sinead said.

SPINONLINE: Wouldn’t that be the ultimate dis?

COURTNEY: Yeah. Yes!! Sometimes you see red, you know, it just happens.

SPINONLINE: I think you were pretty funny in Cincinnati.

COURTNEY: About David Yow’s penis? Well, I was furious. And I incited that child (the kid who got thrown out for showing her his dick) wearing one of our shirts to expose his penis. He was thrown out and put in jail because of me, and I don’t know his name, and I think I should pay his fucking legal fees, or something. . .It’s not fair. I’m the rock star, I’m on the pedestal, I incited him to do it.

SPINONLINE: So far on Lollapalooza have you incited anyone else to do anything unusual?

COURTNEY: Throw chairs. Calculate the concept that there’s more of them than there are of them, and “Why don’t we rush the stage?”

SPINONLINE: Aren’t you worried that someone is going to sue yr. ass one day?

COURTNEY: Well. (Points at Frances) She’s totally protected. She’s got her own bank account, you can’t get to her. So I take all my money, [interviewers note: Lawyers listen close…] and I stick it in her account. So, you sue me, you got nothin’. You gotta sue Kurt, and Kurt happens to be up there (points the ceiling). You can’t sue someone who’s not here.

SPINONLINE: No, they’re gonna hold you responsible.

COURTNEY: Yeah, but then they’ve gotta find fucking twenty dollars in my bank account.

SPINONLINE: And it’ll all be gone by then?

COURTNEY: No!!! I’m quite good with my money.

SPINONLINE: No!! I mean it’ll all be with her.

COURTNEY: Yeah, all streams of income go to her. Nirvana shirts. . .I always was gonna be the bread-winner and I am the breadwinnder. His money goes to her, and his family. Thank God for Molson’s. What’s half a million between friends? (Referring to Labor Day gig in the Arctic Circle)

SPINONLINE: What’s that all about?

COURTNEY: Half a million bucks is what it’s about!!

SPINONLINE: Oh they’re flying you to that place, ahh…

COURTNEY: They’re flying us on a jet, half a million bucks.

SPINONLINE: Yeah, with Metallica and Veruca Salt.

COURTNEY: What a fuckin’ weird bill. Metallica’s gettin’ 2 (million bucks).

SPINONLINE: How the fuck is Molson getting that much money?

COURTNEY: It’s just a thing they’re doing to upgrade their entertmainment image or something.

SPINONLINE: Anyway, back to that Ratface/Stalker thing, why can’t you use their real names?

COURTNEY: Because this is Gotham, man.

SPINONLINE: Oh yeah? And who are you?

COURTNEY: I’m Batman.

SPINONLINE: Yeah, but you don’t want to be a guy, do you?

COURTNEY: Okay, I’m Catwoman then.

THE END

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January 27, 1995
Music News of the World
Edited by Jaan Uhelszki

I’m Not Courtney
Courtney Love’s private e-mail is apparently being intercepted by teenage computer hackers. Courtney claims that countless have been posted regarding her releationship with Nine Inch Nail’s mainman Trent Reznor. The messages may have been read by up to 30 million Internet users. As if there were any secrets left after reading her interview in the February issue of Spin. Courtney contacted a writer at New Musical Express in London, with the disclaimer saying: “Any postings made by me have not been me.” A further message follows, allegedly from Courtney, in which she mentions Kurt Cobain and attacks Reznor’s band. It read: “I’m so damned reactionary to petty shit like this one. Who in the NIN crew said I sucked. I’m laughing so f—-king hard. How would they know…they were all too busy getting sucked off for passes. NIN are the only band I know of on the alternative fray with a backstage and crew situation going back to the poffy-haired ice age taht Kurt helped kill.” Courtney has also issued a statement denying that there is any possiblity of reopening the inquiry into Kurt’s death. Tom Grant, former bodyguard and driver who was hired to find Kurt when he absconded frpm an LA drug detox clinic told KMPC radio in LA that he believed that the death was no suicide and that there was a conspiracy to cover up a dmurer. Seattle police now stress there is no basis for these allegations.

June 23, 1995
Music News of the World

We got this report e-mailed to us yesterday by a reliable source who is close to Courtney:

>From the online magazine Addicted to Noise
(http://www.iuma.com/ATN/Music_News_Of_The_World)

Blond Ambition: Courtney Offends Madonna

Courtney Love is supposedly making time with second generation rocker Jeff Buckley. Always a heat seeker, Love was spotted gazing deeply into the fetching Mr. Buckley’s baby blues when she ran into him on the road.
We also hear from a number of sources, that the Loved One met Madonna for dinner in New York recently and later bragged to cronies tha t she proposed to Madonna that she name-drop that the two of them are having a lesbian affair. The usually unflappable Madonna, finally flapped, walked out of the eatery in a huff, and left Courtney peering at the menu.

The Following Was E-mailed To Me By Courtney Love To Be Posted To The ‘Net:

Date: Sat, 17 Jun 1995 19:32:19 -0400

I have never gone to dinner with Ms Ciccone at any time and Me and Jeff went to “Hamlet” with Fiennes in it and it was very good and afterwards we were besieged by about a jillion papparazzi wich had not happened to Jeff before, They didnt know who he was, i think one figured it out , it was confusing and we started to run…and thats my only comment on that publicly. Courtney

ATN to Courtney: We’re sorry if we read more into your friendship with the excellent Jeff Buckley, and all we can say about the Madonna item is that based on your comment, a source we htought was reliable isn’t so reliable. Meanwhile, keep on rockin’. Live Through This remains one of our favorite albums of the past few years.

March 29, 1996
By Cynthia Rose
Seattle Times staff reporter

Blender is a bimonthly CD-ROM magazine, published by an enterprising woman named Jennifer Von Feldt. It covers culture from cartoons to rockers (and rock from Soul Coughing to Tori Amos). For her Volume 1 cover subject, Von Feldt chose a female rocker, Courtney Love.

“Blender has a funny format, with a lot of novelty value. But Courtney, more than most, symbolizes use of the Net.”

Blender music editor Dan Cata lano agrees; he proposed the story on Love and laptops. Although Love is famous for her Internet postings (she expresses her opinions and reacts to others), she has also had expert imitators. Blender did its own version: turning a sonnet by Shakespeare into a Love post.

Says Catalano, “It’s such a Net story. The whole idea of what your identity is. What you can control and what you can’t.”

Love, he says, was their first and only choice: No one else has used the Net like her. “There really isn’t one other star we could use. Some do post but don’t get so involved; Courtney’s quite obsessive. And whether or not that backfires, who can say?

“Love has pointed out messages as not hers. But are they actually imitations? Or is it just Internet damage control?”

Blender is available at magazine stands, price $11.95 ($6 by subscription; call (800) 537-7300; fax (212) 302-2635.

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10-15-00, 02:52 AM
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no
i wont do it, now or ever.

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ill just give it for free
to anyone i like and kurt would have liked and the rest if you can pay 500 dolalrs fro it or you could get some really cool sweet 75 and foofighter outtakes

pick a side and dont be stupid

kurt was my best friend not yours and not his lame bandmates other than pat smear who he loved

so be real careful about truning his suicide wich was his defiance his rage and his STUPIDITY too into an emaculated fag joke

let him have his fucking dignity ir a tleast RAGE wichis what suicide is

( a shrink tells me gun to head is grief and gun in mouth is RAGE)

you take that rage from him everytime you emasculate his choise to do this asshole thing wichis undoubtaedly and obviously an asshole thing

i didn tmarry a corpoiration and i didnt marry an invalid i married A really really funny son of a bitch who was the most ambitious person ive ever known

one ot htehtongs im doing now is a
starting nirvana .com the real one where you guys can hgear allt he fucked woirred cassete stuuff( for FREE and idea that thoise other giuys were way unhappy with)

andnot an artist direct site ( wichis wher ethe foos are and theyd get bonuses and links if id be afucking tard and do it there so foo man could have more chits)

but one built by fans run by fans

were also – now that this shit is over

doiing a book on random house of all his gross out boy comics and all his funny insane rantings
and all his sweet juniour hugh skool;

fake band drawings and writingf and stories and love letters to tracy and tobey( ill keep mine tomyself thanks)

and the insanley fnny 20 verses written lyrics to every song including
teen spirit

“were loiunge singers from las vegas hgere we are now entertain us”

and his hysterical letters to record companies begging for his big shot wichis the stuff that makes melike him

and some of our nastyletter fights where wed have who wrote better lyric fights and they are vficious and funny
fcuk you i rule

ni fuck you i am the king

ni fuck you i am the queen

im doing this now becaus eits fun to see people see him as he was and would have wanted to be seen himself not hti sdistorted passive saint person wioth no balls and no sexuality

the way you people talk its like he had a three inch dick

no story there-0 theman was HUNG – so dont take away the fact thathe actually had a cock knew how to use it and was the worlds sickest kisser

you forget he was the best FUCK that ever walked- slam you against the wall and beat your ass fuck- amazing noone is as goods in bed as thatguy was

you know the way he played guitar- yeah like times fifty

he wasnt some fey mamas boy- hewas a man- not a child and not an emasculated being

anyway ill pu tit out now that these assholes are off my chest and the fofifghters are not a concern of kutr ( GOD he would have hated that so fucking much and dave knows it titally-his shame is waht makes him write these inane songs almost all thier subtext firget the courtneys a bitch ones are
i m bette rthan kurt i am i am iam the dave stuff has him spinning not the fact that i got my saggy boobs unsaggied0- he would have thought it was cool-

as far as your jesus guy hating hollywood?
hello?
theyoffered hima part in “the new age” and he was jumping up and down
he met cusack and wanted ot do a movie with him

hemetgus van and wanted to do a movie with HIM

he loved theidea of being a movie star- period

somneone posted in another thread one of themnore sick evil nd vile things this evening
“whyshould wendy have mor emoney than krist or dave smom”

FUCK YOU IDIOT BECAUSE HER SON WROTE EVERY CHORD AND
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ARRANGED EVERY WSONG AND WRIOTER EVERY LYRIC

thats like asking why the drummer in hendrixes bands mom shouldnt have the smae a s hendirx

go to high school

take a civics class- wacth the godfather

and be HELPFUL here

we want to start a cool nirvana.com and ahve it be great and have stuff thatnoone else has

so dont piss me off with this bullshit

get tohgether with yourselfs have apowwow and stopinsulting hima nd me and our kid( some other asshole posted i was uh,,,teaching my daughter to be a SLUT?) id say that fine young person ill getyou rip addresand make sure you have to pay 600 dollars for a boxxset

do not insult my family- think twice-leave me alone gve theman his dignity respect thati run the show and help us helpo you get the kurt songs you want

ever hear”the son” its magical
ever hear”opinions” itd funny and sad
ever hear” ivy league” its sick

ever hear me and kurt havinbg a cuss out contest while singing where did you sleep last night an dlaughing our asses off?
itsd funny

ever hear the pat smear eric kurt songs? theyre genius

wanna hear em?

then help us build oiur site get together and banish the bad people kurt would have hated who call me a whore and his daughter a slut and take away his final act of rage- suicide is not sonething we shoudl do but un its own totallyu selfish way thatstuck me with all this bullshit

it was his act as a man- letsuse it to help other kids not do it

lets make a forum where kids cxan talka bout drug use and depression in a real way without being judged or harassed or talked down to

lets prive what the internet dotocme greedheads didnt get

that fanbs can build and run a site way better than corporate fuckers

lets think about whatthe artwork should be-im open to anything cooland want this to be outby christmas

lets thinkabout how tohandle thatthis guy ius dead- hekilled humself and how di we apporach that as a agroup without it beinbg gross?
whawould be tastefula nd kurt approved funny ways to do it>?
UNIFY WITH US T OMAKE THIS WORK OR LISTEN TO SHIT THAT SWEET 75 MAKES OKAY?

do you kids ahve a ckubhouse? hold ameeting- because there will b free files and stuff noone else has and good fore=ums for discussing suidical thougts and real answers about heroin speeddd coke crack etc not some bullshit loveline fake dr drew answers but real answers

and answers as to how you can be a great fuck and also a feminist too

go convene0 monitor yourself do you arent insultingmeor my kid or kurtsmonmand lets put an effort in to hoe the corproiate assholes that fans can do this themselves

you can email brooke with artwork and suggestions andlets get the oficial site iwthfofoicical treats up and running
and i dont LIKE playing widow and i dint want to do it
iwant YOU to do it

anbdleave us arty snarky smarty funny bitchy girls here at hole alone so we can go beakc to discussing hypoatianad shakespeare and the quest if the feninine befre your rudely intrupted us

are you someone KC would have wanted as a fan? if yoiu arentinsultung his family your halfway there

kc was not some bullying mysinginsit jock he liked me best int he worlkd and i him and as ive said fir everuy bitch inch i am he was eevry inch bastard so we were erresllay well suited

stop turning him into something he would have depised you for

unify and come back to us without his errant attitude or well run it and we wont let you in degrading me or francxes or wendy or kin

did i reallysee a “nirvana” fan oin here tonight calling kin cobain a “dyke”
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oney you need otbe athe rtist direct limp bixket site- were picky we like nirvana fans whoa re up to standard an dno you cant be in our club if your a sexist conspiracy theroy n=homophobe lameass

so UNIFY if your fans and figure out becaue im th enly ine who can build the nirvana .com and i want your help.

so help- every piece if shit bullshit nasty remark is only tearing apart whohe was

give him the “dignity” r at least gravity his final act deserves

stop talking baouthis dyke sister and his slut mother and his whore wife and his slut ( 8 year)od daughter

whatis this ohenomonen?

you can register with brooke and shell check you out

but unify make some rules you dot break

your going tohave sine faith in me as i pu ton the loathsome wiidow hat in the pursuit of prtectingthe bext friend and best fuck ive ever had

theres alot to do
want toput and callme names and fuck thingsup

aor as fans want to put some faith in me and brooke to helpus make site thats really yours
exanibe your sexism carefully- kurt was the best friend other than edward and jim an dmilos forman ive ever had- he realkky was cooland funnya nd wicked-celebratethat and respect thathe was my best friend and stop the madness of your anger and craziness- your going tohurt himand take away whathe loved

sure tjheres always fgoign tobe soem crackpot “shes a whore ahse a bitch” nightmare perosn its your resposibilty ESPECIALLY IF your ihn nirvanaclub t o helo us make thissite magical and secaila nd helpfula nd cool

its up to you- goo d luck and chinese food
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fuckin xmas
xmas xmas xmas

im not doing anymovies unless its a gladiator female thing i mean it \\idid one and i keanred my lesson thats that

and youknow x fuckin mas

and while im at lets give those brats their nirvana BOX errrr SET at XMAS too
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i told the agents and the managers
oim int he mood for career suicide and they arent allowed to call me for thre monts/\period

07-02-01, 06:45 AM
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then just help
brooke buil d sgreast site

we can have it up in the month

just unify and stop tryijg t do you r kirst and dave thing- thr jufdgement passed its over- ther would be mo nrivana.com builot by yiu guys if i lket thier sleazebag guys pu tit ojartist direct to sell you shit’]

ksit and dave and cahd and ajson were all oin nirvana treat then nicelyliek bandmatres should be treated

i am not he shouter here inthat scene btw- kirsat id th shouter and imnot quitig himn now but the marxism/anti commercialism? iknow what kurt would haqve liked shit is over

the fans can – the real fans- can build this site with NO interference from me

the sit isnot about me

we at hole are the amrt cunty girls and boys and some ar enirvana fans and some arent

we like to talk about feminism, poetry, tea, film, good rock etc

OH theres another greatthing inthe kurt box i just remmebered( theres six boxes of whiw wiritng)

its his topo100records of all timeits sso funny

krist and dave wer egttoing ready tot rade nivana.com to a sleazy oplace not run by fans

brooke has this all figured out and now do it

i reallyappreciate the support

stop whining baiout krist in= will always try to givehimn his say- he know sthat- hes justtoounpredicatble and destructive

he sint aLLOWED to destroy kurts tapes and he isnt allowed to turn a blind eye while GAS tried to renogotiate foo figjhters using nirvana as keverage
dont worry about that worry about Kurt whow as “:nirvana: kust sole stuff iahe+ nirvana kurt weithpat and eric and patty+ nirvana
kurt with eric and pat+ nirvana
kurt byhimself doing all these acoustic songs_ doing nirvana

i appreciate whatyou guys are trying too do and you dont have to :kiss my ass” or whateverr passed for being cordial and unifeid toget something you and i both ewant done

just don t stick up for them- they are rich theywillhave u=input esp krist they just wilkl not run the show and hurt it

it should be run by FANS like thisisteis and i APPRECIATE very very muchthatyour making ther efofrt tonot hurt me or my family

just dont discuss the k and d situationa dn trust me not to hurt krist either”i could have many tines but i keot hin =m invoilved-so just chille

he just has toichnage the strcuture and benmonitored so nothing precious of frances’s daddy gets destroyed

thats all

email brooke shes got a total plan we can have thius up and running within the next twoweeks and it can be a democarcy run by YOU GUYS

ANOT ME it snit my site- but i will protect it oaky?

so fo t he cool ones thanjs for the truce

saty where youa re and have sone faith thatthis guy was my best friend ill ever had and iuwll do whatever it takes toprotect him and the music he left behind.

i swear tot hat

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nirvana club.com
we are startinjg to really like ramus who runs nirvana club .com

he is really cool and we wpould definitly consider having him

do the official site with Brooke

now- let me be really clear

I really really like my site- i come here alot- i get fucking great advice from people i get to learn great stuff froma cedemics on here i am so proud of the community that we built

YOU do not have to like Hole or Me to be a Nirvana fan-= i dont give a shit

that would be absurd

Nirvana/kurt seems to have impacted every kid of divorce

I just seem to impact smart kids with evil fathers-its not the same number and thats OKAY- just respect his familya nd respect me- thats all.

i like the audiences i see when i play- i can get any kid up on stage an dknow wshe snot a security risk- imagine having an audience you dont hate? its a dream- if the next record sells more than the last i can only hope itll bring the same QUALITY of human into the room with me

read phyzyst posts or nefarious muses posts or jem and the holgrams ( whose been in my house) posts these are people i would hang out with- let babysit- let sleep on my couch- or silly ryan or emin the fucking hippy

people i would have been friends with in detention or the stoner part of school– juts not the cheerleader squad( although i hear the punker girls are more cheerleaders lately)

Hole sells alot of records and im comfortable if not ( compared to berry picking for fuji farms in oregon or stripping at Jumbos Clown Room) reallyw ell off from music i make and movies i do

i dont need you to “kiss my ass”

but if you talk out your ass and dont show my family some respect im going to get mad- lets unify and who posted the laughs part?

yeah it is supposed to be fun

and your right the other night i got very very sad and emotional and typed alot of what iw as feeling and just respect that it rust 80% of the people on here with those feelings that weve all felt

Kurt Cobain once walked into my hospital room with a present after i had our child- you know when he fainted and asked for some more morphine cos he could “feel her pain” ( you need to LAUGH at that- any excuse right? jesus)

it was the Yoko Ono boxxset

i threw it at his fucking head-

he was howling on the floor laughing

“but she invented punk man”
“yeah thats what your love rock asshole girlfriends told you”

“well im going to save her” he says ( he forgot to)

iw rote 20 years in the dakota in my bed that night

just afunny story of what he uh…thought was HYSTERICAL.

i hope he got a bruise.

anyway to get all fugazi on your butts- dont feel the need to patronise this place or be “noce” top us we dont care
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we are the smart girls that scare the shit out of the Nirvana jocks- we dont want you over here- go to the cambridge thesis thread and see if you can keep up- were discussing Neoplatoism, Hypatia, Math, Julius Caeser and the Liubrary of Laexadnria- and you wont be able to keep us with us- if you can welcome to this board- of you cant fopr now got o Nirvanaclub we like them- they are cool and like Brooke that guy just does it because he loved Nirvana afor the right reasons and unfortuantely loving nirvana for the right reasons matters to me the same way it mattered to Kurt

got to the forktounge thread wher ethemeaning of Bastard goes full circle ontop aht southern Belle silver i should monogram formyf riends wedding- can you keep up? nope youll get bored

go tot he “i fired my tea maid today” thread- we discuss the pornographic merits of all sorts of teas

go tothe magnolia thread ( wich cameron crowe read and thought id totallys ol dhim out for Paul Thomas Anderson- no way- cc is still God) do you have input? you dont?
okay we wont judge you- go back to the rock dude

SOMEONE bought 400 thousand blink 182 records this week and it wasnt US.
i rmember when micheal stipe started to see jocks at his shows and he hated it- he at least had a few years to acclimate before hand

Kurt got the jocks IMMEDIATLY and he hated it- we all did and many of you are still with us

it undertrates hima s sensitive jesus poet man ( im sure to address the sexual dignity persont hat kurt made out with mark lanegan once and i know he wanted everyone to know- and he always profesed a big regret to not ever having sex with one guy- so he had that streak in him for sure and he sure as hell wasnt ahamed of it- thinka bou tit im a dDRAG QUEEN total FAG- no guys go out with me that arent a little gay- its so okay that you thinkt hat- he would have dug it)

some of your favorite famous people read the shit you say about them on this site because its the most popular band sit eONT HTE INTERNET

but its for a certain type of person- really and if your one of those foo jocks- just go bitch somewhere else- well delete ignore and sometimes flame but ultimately

your boring us- i post emotional secret shit on here because its like my clubhouse- and yours- not the nirvanaclub foo people who call any female of any age sluts and whores and fagggots

do you really think kurt would like it to take your money? ch ching is all you become to us all- and i know to some degree that includes Krist- whose fault all this shit is because he irresponsibly gave his word on soemthing that was almost resolved and THEN couldnt control himself

i kept my mouth shut for over a month-0 and had no comment for the press- he couldnt return the same favour he asked me- this happens in every instanc eof nirvana business- krists opinion? whats it worth?

who poste dyou wanted yto hear all of it?
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well i want you to too- i want to preserve and manage this guys songs and let you hear the good high level procustion stuff but also the deep shit with the baby crying in the background and krist has illegally appointed himself the decider person- im the decider person- thats thelaw – it snot open for discussion- its just the way th elaw works- keep your thought sont he law to another site or youll bebooted because your discussion is moot

and keep whore bitch cunt fag nigger words off of here unless your exaning them ina new or feminist or philisophical way

members of this site will go to shows for free get records for free because i dont want the money of people who give me great ideas of what music to listen to and write poetry that inspires me and give me reallyf ucking excellent advice – and i do it back.

we built this site with a nickel and some elbow grease while evryone elkse was spending hundreds of millions on BULLSHIT and me and brooke stuckt o simplicity and honesty and interaction- we would wtilllike to get flash and idlike it if my posts could only be viewed by regiustered members so ic ould really talk about real stuff liek id id the other night ( and yeah i should havetaken it down but part of me wanted an army of kids calling that asshoel and terrifying him for ehat he did to the family because it was so evil)

but it ook it down becaus eit waas wrng to scare you guys and some burdens God gives me to vcarry alone-

one of th eburdens Krist and Dave could havelifted from me amongst many was that one- amongst other things

poor fred durst even says ” and her husband wrote it” christ
can you imagine whatthats like? and you know that people know that it isnt true in th eleast and yet they allow iut tp be there int he world an dnever actively say “thats just not a fact” once?

just think of what eric has to put up with. he chants twoice a day and has been so pissed on because of this- he and i refused kurt int he room except we had him sing some backing vocalks in marrieta one night – but those guys know who write what kyrically oin in utero- and yet they never speak for me- as a mtere of fact grohl knowing the truth never stood up fo rmew and then stated that he liked teenage whore best of all mys ongs because “i know she wrote that one”

this i scalled bearing false witness and forme it was the moment i couldnt tak eit anymore.

anyway there will be peace here because fans of nirvana are not precluded from dislking or hating my band i dont care thats a natural fact

but we still want your input in the nirvana.com site so lets go

you know yougusy shouldnt abuse the girls on here i bet thier medien IQ is 140 lowest. smarter than your girlfriend.

l;ove and peace and EMPATHY to quote another

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listening to elos greatest hits

im sorry= it rules.

really-“orchestra rock” yeahhhh.

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10-26-01, 05:54 AM
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i spell
perfectly in the real world on letter etc

sopemtimes i seem to type “liek” instead of “like”

but i type fast here co si rant and also it just seems to forms fucks up my posting cos i go sdo fast and i dont reedut

isnt that rude

this whole “bizarre rambling” shit is because im too fast and wanna postot reedit

plus spellcheckl suCKS it lies- you write “yr” it writes “year” you write mo it weriotes “month

sepallcheck has not “intelliegnce” it ahs a forced path

plu si think certain elements of grammar are wrong= i read mr safire every week and id ont even agree withhim haklf the time”im writing a peice for teh new Yorker-

My mna david foster wallace and jonathen franzen have declared my biologial grandmother a genius and the Holt company doesnt quite know what to do with the me factor

i dont thin ktherll be anything misplelled

but the editor an di have an undertsanding that hes NOT going to fuck with mys tykle.

wich i have one, sorry if you cant read it sometimes.
likefukcinghelel,

heh

NOT BEING ABL E TO TYPE ON A WEBSITE IS NOT THE SAME AS NOT BEING ABLE TO SPELL

ITS CALED NOT BEING A CLERK OR HAVING CELRICAL ABILITIES.

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10-30-01, 10:37 PM
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fight club
“i havent been fucked that good simnce grade school ” IS MY LINE I WROTE

THE FOREMER LINE WAS

“I WANT TO HVAVE YOUIR ABORTION””

ILLTAK ETH DAMNMED CREDI T WHEN ITS DUE

THE EX MARLA

but julina, im a little older than you
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i tagged
the me and yer wife on the end its been kickin arouind and it felt right live

thoase are niot all the lyrics it smotsly frome scort service ads- sort of piled POETICALLY of course

“russian girls and asian pearls and ICANT EHAR YOU ANYMORE”
etc

its sor of a stalking song panties song whatever

also a julian COPE song too wich is a chapeter chapter chapter of my long long life

so yeah i tagged an oldie ont here but i stull think the olidesa an opus

i just liked throweing it away as opposed to hioliodng onto it all precious

why hoard?

i may drag me and your wif out but its gottsa be the right thing

cos theres so many “wives” arent there girls?

i think if anyone knows what i mean its us here atthis website.

them darn wives

or as hudson says in almost famous

“his ex girlfriend wife THING”

cameron actually named the “exgirlfiend wife thing” after hayes awful stalker dump of a mean spirited wife whow as fuckin mean to hayes -= she was just sio cussed dammed nasty to him for so long= and she wore hayes fo r hers and

just yuck- jhis mom told me in her hi skool yearbook under her name it said “marry rich:”

she reminds me of a really efficient by the book prissy prggish mean spirited nurse who wont give you your pain medication unless its exactly five pm

my number one deletion onthis site reason is if your remind me of hayes’s priggy prissy efficient too dumbe but thinks shes smart wife

why are yoiu here? when i see thos eposts

go away go to “womens world” at aol and copmplain about your paxil fuck

anyway enoughnegativity

p[eace peace peace
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but julina, im a little older than you
( dont skip the word “little”)

busty coeds live live live
youll crash the car man if you drive
1 800
1800
1800 WIRED
adorable
affordable
guranteed diecretion
int he story iof my life youll barely geta mention
i see paris
isee france
ican see your underpants
i see paris
isee france
yeah I HEAR LONDON CALLING

chorus is secret)

im desecrated, overrated
still somehow illuminuated
im in yiou rhead
im infrared
i wont be leaving soon
1 8oo fuck you too
but ill be gone way before you
i see paris’
i see france
yeah I HEAR LONDON CALLING

secret chorus ( wich is about ripping off panties)

hey well i know wehre you leave- SHUT UP SHUT UP
Bitch i know where you live
and im cummin cummin over baby
i kno wwhere you live

now im fucking comin oiver ( SHUT UP SHUT UP YOU LOUD ASSED BIUTCH SHUT UP SHUT UP YOU I SWEAR YOUR A WITCH SHUT UP SHUTUP SHUTTTTTTTUPPPUPUPUOP)
oh gabba gabba baby
i know

where

you live

yeahyeahyeah

and theres noone here just me an dyour wife
i hope someone in here has got a knive
cos youll be sitting here
for the rest of your life
noone else baby juts me and your ( SHUUUT UP) wife

hahahahahahahahahahahah

there is nothing you can do
you know im a little bit older than you YEAH

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It sucks, i wish they could try and sound better

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It rocks, i really like where their new sound is going

58
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Its pathetic and totally not for them

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i like it but they could do better

71
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11-29-01, 07:01 AM
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cant tell yet
but would love ot follow this thread

plkease doubters post- yopu kno wme i got to somng twop and was like ehhhhh

vbut if wer can do somethoing like macy and me and eve and shorley and gwen touring ti would be cool if we all undrrstood one another.

anyone heard it?

post opinions here.

11-30-01, 12:53 AM
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nirvanaclub.com
i don t go there much- but i did this evening- surfed it a little

its one fucking idiotic statement after another- generally- about me. and generally so comepl;etey false and generally not forma ny fan point of view and its very depressing- i hope brooke can start nirvana.com soon= of cours ethe asses registered the name two years ago but then tried to hustle a bunch of dumb vc deals i wouldnt let them hustle as they were all absurd- so i hope Nirvana fans here will pitch in on that site and L;EAVE ME THE HELL OUT OF IT byt he way- like when my name is mentioned? automatic erasement.

i think THIS is the nirvana club.

Anyway pissing me off makes me know the way this misinformation gets speread lby them that they dont deserve a set box or otherwise untilt he time is really right- i simply dont think it will sell well or be valueable

of course Krist had total control of muddy banks of the wishkah and they can alweays buy that – its so genius.

anyway nirvan club people watch your shit or your not getting what you want

try to understand the evil that has happened here and put your mysoginy aside- my ex deeceased husband is rolling inhis grave at this idiotic bashing of not just me and my family but this

insane babble is got o stop

Robert Hilburn of the LATimes had Kurts last interview- where he talks about his new band and stealiong lenny kravitz drummer

and how he hated those guys and he was kicking them both out- i certainly hope he publishes it as its on tape-

lets get Hilburn to Publish Kurts own words and shut those jocks up

hes the one who likes to shoot his gun but he knows not what it means knows not what it means- applies to 90% of “nirvanaclub”

get your shit together or lets wait for a generationw here it woul dbe better business and better more astute management to put out a rarities record- not a 90 dollar boxxset a rarities record of shit YOUVE never ever heard and be gretaful i played youw hat i did on tv tonioght because unless Krist and Dave get the vast amount of cash THEY are demanding you wont be hearing it and even then- its not coming out on interscope

they dont care they are broke and want the money- davehas a living and so does krits million aand millions of dollars and now its dwindling down the lawyers are foaming at the mouth.

blah thats it i willno longer comment ont hat site except if yoru a fan there?

watch your shit. pissing me and my family off is nt going to make your dreams come true.

nirvanaclub.com
11-30-01, 02:32 PM
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putting it simply
only ramsus owns his own site

id liek to see himinvolved witht he actual nirvana.com

ands youknow when MY name comes up -like ERASE it. I wasnt IN that band but i am incharge if everything about it.

NOw the choice the fans need to make is

would they like the latest update on jampac and the foofighters?

would they like thelyrics and poetry and drawings and songs left behind and unheard by the bands only creative contributor+?

because im sure jampac is FASCINATING.

and

BECAUSE THERE IS NOT A MIDDLE GROUND

the Taliban doesnt get to to stay in power and get “half” the country.

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acid
id like to try a psychedelic

i havent done one for many many years itd be fun but im too scared

go to joshua tree and get a sleeping bag and take something hallucingenic

my first post adolescent trip

theres this wierd stuff oliver stonme takes once every few years in enw mexico and id like to try it
BUT IM TOO AFRAID.

01-29-02, 12:45 AM
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juts uh
ya know

bass oriented kinda questions

fuckin moptops
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perfect circle or moby
justa question. what do you like better. or why.

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do you think courtney hates tori amos?
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toriis not really my thing
excuse me i had to be edited because my communtiy could not be trusted to not twist me around in to a negative thing and hurt others with me

experiment over

celebs back to your tool sheds

punters back in line

sleazy journos fuck you

and worse sleazy kids pretending to be me and telling sleazy journose lies and psoting under various items of my names fuck you even more

im sorry.

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Is this Britney or Courtney?
09-25-02, 04:31 AM
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blonde elbrities
ussuallyhave

Big Heads
Far aparet eyes
long waists
wide nose bridege

baby faces

somehave much m9ore delicate femme chins( holfooe hawn. cameron)

somne have big chins ( brit- me)

its just atrait people respomnd to

mosrly they respond to 100% hip to waist ratio.

I may be an uglier duckil;ing bya few millimeters

but i get thebiggest eyes. nyah

close eyes and mass tits teensy bodies are a passoingb ody type hewitt/aguilara…so explain thios agulaira song

she was al;l RAWWWKKKK

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Courtney and the Osbournes
09-30-02, 06:55 AM
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I LOVE HER
and almost

also three days before the osbournes first boiradcast we had a n absoulouyte dealf or her to sdo the marketing onthe nirvana/nirvana christmas release

then she was a tv star and didnt call back

im sad i cant do my sharon imitationanymore – coz now eveyrone knwos it

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09-30-02, 08:19 AM
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smokes
english ovals

shephards hotel

exporta blonde lights

merits

vantage

camel lights

gitane filterless and filters

dunhillreds

luvcky strikes

lucky 7s

and whastever the fuck i can smoke

i have a lot of brands i dont care- and i dontlikeone

sometimes i think im nbut sometimes it hink i just refuse toi be a quack and “committ” toa substance wich has so many varieties via imageio advertisisng

i also like to smoke alot and i dunnio i kjits dont fucking care- am i wierd?
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do you guys have an attachment to a brand? why? my first smokes were juvy hookers and thier Kools and vriginia slims- wich i cant stand either- i guessif iw as akid the sex iof the camel campaign would get to me- the camel sexy bitches are hot- american spitrits arfent good

oh yeah and cobainand stipe lciked drums- ui liked those======

my bio gran is 78 and smokes like me- i dont want to die from it but i do do it alot huh? mist celebrities? they dint smoke like me? is that true?

well i started sio fucjung young…dunno

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admittedly bizzare– or at least extitensial
think bjork witht he swan dress im coiming back for more=-

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sucked more- sham 69

24
2.99%
chelsea( amnd why)

40
4.98%
Lou Reed-Transformer

92
11.44%
Iggy Pop-Berlin

59
7.34%
Mick Ronson- bassist?

14
1.74%
Mick Rock- bassist?

16
1.99%
Godfather one?

38
4.73%
Godfather two?

49
6.09%
Paula Fox ( My Grandmother) possible bio fathers of my Mother— Clifford Odets

16
1.99%
Eli Wallach

16
1.99%
Marlon Brando

60
7.46%
Cramps or Crass?( why)

39
4.85%
Beki Bondage?

24
2.99%
Heart attack in midst of filming- BRANDO

27
3.36%
–FRIEDO

21
2.61%
–Charlie Sheen

35
4.35%
superior- Charmed Theme of “How soon as now as sung by- Mrrissey?

71
8.83%
Iggy pop

129
16.04%
Griel Marcus

16
1.99%
Richyard Butler

18
2.24%
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pop rock quiz- you tweenies can get me back on emo
bu7t ill always have slint…heheheheheh

THE QUEEN

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genitalia surgery
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genitalia surgery
#1 plastic surgery in us

women who get vaginas chnaged

porcedure one is a removal of the labia majora and minora because the
porno magazines presents vaginas as having no major labia

mno wive seen more pussy than anyone ever- really- i stripped for a trillion years

and in one instan ce did i ever see a teeny barbie vagina

she wAS ABOUT 4’11 and sixteen if she was a day

everyone elsre had a rosebud a rose or maybe a big assed ole ripe rose

read a porno book i found at camp when i was 9
and read that she had a “rosebud pink asshole”
EVERYONES ASSHOLE IS BROWN
and let me know if you know differernt

this is like people getting unicorn horns. or the eye vector surgeon

surgery is cool if you study how those 1- 1.6 dimensions will help lighting or people nicer to you at the ticket counter

or even the nonsexist discussion of barabara stanwycks body on film
its simply lean and filmns beatifullly-
and gives a message of female inde3pendence
when i do the bard thing i want her to be as stanwyckian as possible and i hate? i hate two things

1- “your getting too skinny” and “eat eat” and i say” no i want thios chgaracter to have a very thfrail fame its nothing to do with any political sexist cocept
2- i will never evevr ever walk around aT 120 imn thin skinned wraithy and jumpy
i willaways be aboput 140- string an dhearty
3-if ive done three films where and this woill be the second where im wraithby but even more wraithy than the one wherfe i was 110- obviously i know how to do it!!!! so us eyour fucking head when your an american director i will not walk around that skinny allthe time its not mnenatlly healthy.

AS FOR TIGHTENING THE VAGINA? EH . ITS OKAY OIF YOU FEEL ALL LOOSE I GUESS

IT STHE LABIA THING THAT GETS ME

SURGERY?

I THINK IT SHOUL DBE YOU IF GOD WAS INA LITTLE BIT OF A BETTER MOOD AND ANY THING THAT MAKES YOUR LKIF ELESS EFIFICIENT AND SENDS ,ESSAGES THNAT HAVE YOYTREATED BADLY

THEFORTUNE FOUNDATION WICH I WASA TURNE DONTO BY GOLDI E HAWNS COMPANY IS A FVUND WICH PAYS SURGEONS TO GO TO JAILS AN DNOT JUST WORK ION BATTERE3D WOMEN
BUT WOMEN WHO HAVE MASSIVE CHINES AND CLOSEESETR EYES
WOMEN WHOSE UGLINESS HAS ALWAYS DAMMED THEM TO”GUILTY”

weomen with small chins nic enoses and a nce3 hip to qwAIST RATIO
verus women with a 8 plus hip to waist
ten millimeter under the lip close set eyes bad pocky skin

all creamning guilty.

so what the fuck?
its amassive success
they leave jail ( no violent crimes unless its the one violent crimes 85% of all jailed women are jailed for- fially snapping oin an abusive husband- but i would never ever donate money for a felony premed or a predicatedfelony or a robbery/murder etc thats juts uhh…bad charcater or in sciuentology terms –theres an sp in that nest somewhere)

but its amazing! from con artists and hookers they become social workers- they get scholarships they nbecome airline stewardesswes-pilots etc
and ;like someone whose been vert vert very fat for thier whole life and all of thew sudden having a great body they luxuriat ein this and then i HOPE and statistics for the fortune foundation state that
they then begin work on chracter and principals an dconvictions.

or you know they could still be hookers and just charge more.

anyway memoirs ar enext anbd im going

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Karen O and her friends Shoved Courtney ?!?
12-20-03, 07:00 AM
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karen aka “hairy legs”
is a hearty hale chick
who kurt and bart brought to me on that lili taylor um…..film. and she said her name was hairy lkeghs and she was my assistant for two weeks
she was sweet and not a amean bon e ion her body
what did fred durst do exactly? (as it relates to mono)
12-20-03, 06:53 AM
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who says fred
the pch line is abbout eminem
maybe jack white
same day
same YEAR as me
i must love him
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im going 5o watch them all in thew next few weeks and ask that you
contribute your poicture anbd cv to site or part of this site so other dfemale can find you and i will or someone else like julie p or someone from weg will call youa nd ask if that uis okay

as is aid in billboard and i cant believe this wenbt iover your heads

I have iver 8000 tapes its fucking euphoric and i wont let thenm go to waste

Theres ALOT of good players out there

Sam and Julie were su[posed to watch some too i guess they did but niw iu cant fine THAT box and the good box i brough back to la if the girls i called ( ruba etc) goit unpacked some fucking where byt thanbkfuyly io asked all thoise girls to resend the tapes in playing mor ediffcult stuff and with differenbt looks of thier choice-
so thats what will happpen i hfeel like i have tyhsi wonderful treasure
all you all that play and that ic an maytchmake
and i thank you
and i w ill personallys ee them ALL.

k?

long post(good,I hope)about where we’re at with Courtney lately and this fuckin board
06-08-03, 09:41 AM
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robin deragggggeeed
its totally right this is not a forum for a four am idea!
i moved to a much better mnabngeriual situationa nd now thiongs happen
except npow i have to write eight kyrics and lose 20 ppounds like at once

anuyway i moed to the rest of your post and ytour spoonfed some massmedia bullshiut
i have noi replacement i get to sit on may ass for as longa s io want and even if itwas percieved iu DID i syillwouldnt hurry up
your getting ( actually) this reciord the jail record the jail in ireland at christ,mas recoirds and 18 months of my ass with two movies wichis part of my deal to movies wherrei play um ROCKSTARS but maybe uts tyime i had a hiut fuckintg movie
lucy liy gets to ride around ona ;lllama for no real reason so blah
tragedy?
ell my husband died and iw as male identified otjhert than that imn tragedy free-

i am signing to alable whiois one inch behind eminem- to eb the biggest
i only see ONE rival and thats that fool.
call me delusional but thats part of my charm cois i actually KNOW it ib my hearty anbd soul and ive qwritten over 30 something sontgs since three months ago we were going treaaaallllly asllllloooowwwwdot say tragedy in my site again unless its abourt someones hair okay?
juts cos the mass media goes ion cycles doesnt mean i have to
did ypou know adam sandler has never eve3r done a print piece
ALL tv.
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huh
did you guys know that paula fox the bio grand who hates me is the executrix of the stella adler estate.

jusat thought iud plop that bon bomn into the fire
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SANTA
yeah she shou;ld have santa right on me its one of the few thoings id o RIGHT
when its christamstime i actually do show up

americas sweetheart ismt funny its a fact.

as for ;linda iu love her dearly – she needs to be the quiet evil genius but i started pushing for her to do pieces – anyway whatever
im doing fucking fhm,
why? cois i can but nit YET
Let’s start a courtney picture and caption thread!…
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this is by far the best thread ever
could someone deaal with those hideous blue nails at the golden globes?
the 10 million dollar one and drew ne and head up my ss one and ping [ong ball one oi tyheyre great i love it when yure mean
Poll: vote on le hair
02-09-03, 02:53 PM
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poti hair
was blonde with a bob and bangs.
View Poll Results: my frickin hair/colours are fine but i hate all but blonde
betty page black

151
14.98%
betty page blonde

137
13.59%
RINGLETS like shirle temple 80s

108
10.71%
side bob 20s like i had

59
5.85%
the “meg/courtney”(jane cover- yor mom has it)

69
6.85%
messy hippy dark brown/ madonna like a prayer ish but liht

154
15.28%
longt bangs short bob

49
4.86%
my fuckin mullet

98
9.72%
looooong like a paltrow

79
7.84%
crazy color peacocks and silvers?light brownhoney?

68
6.75%
marilyn(is a mullett wheen its not worki9ng)

36
3.57%
02-09-03, 01:17 PM
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describe the bpage blonde
shorrt ass bangs and smoth and then ynder the curling iron like tenille- or gwen. how long are thse bangs im doing cray colour blonde now but im hearing you
02-09-03, 01:07 PM
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best hair ive seen
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casablanca mullett

46
5.16%
jagger perfromance era mllett

25
2.81%
karen o aka”hyairy legs” mullett

44
4.94%
madonna at the golden globes with thee hippy braids

73
8.19%
cobain mullett

206
23.12%
little dutch girl me circa 92

164
18.41%
mm at g prefers blonde premiere

65
7.30%
gavins boing ringlet mullets

35
3.93%
moptop/bgrian jones

15
1.68%
keef toothless mullet

18
2.02%
ole vile avril straight thingt (you o love it but oi- me?eek)

37
4.15%
ffantasise britney in the sack- fuck me har- that freaks me out

85
9.54%
pallenberg shoulder length bangs

52
5.84%
patti copyig keef mullett

26
2.92%
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02-09-03, 01:05 PM
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how i that
so not a gwen? no ponytail?
02-09-03, 12:57 PM
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“If it sounds good, it must be good.” Tom Waits

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04-28-2006, 05:04 PM

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vote on le hair
shrt bamgs bob slam assed green lilac etc btw ive ALWAY hada mullet
i hate it when i am not blonde but id brave a naturl live tyhrough this honey brown blonde kurt dark thing cobain mullet
Poll: Best Titles Vote Please
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get well soon

170
8.92%
life despite god

539
28.28%
harder faster ever after

577
30.27%
me and your wife

215
11.28%
COURTNEYS LITTLE BLACK BOOK( i love this one kids)

288
15.11%
HEY KIDS ROCK AND ROLL SHE HAS COME O SAVE YOUR SOUL

117
6.14%
02-01-03, 06:46 PM
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get well soon

like a card sent to someone at the hospital;

little black book

like me and my homee emily strange.

harder faster ever after- faster pussycat devil doll biker ish
and i LOVE it itrs ro,mantic and sexya nd your seeing it wrong ona computer.

lif despite god is weay too cynical for an album title- its just wrong- its weary and hopeless. i like questioning but hopeless???? dunno.

wich is a good title

“its just WRONG”
also

theres

you bitches. you bastards.

theres

“ate him for breakfast”

theres jillions

start your own= if i like it i dunno weell work somethin out.
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02-01-03, 06:33 PM
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saving it
is a moral duty and must be done

the fiorst single mono is about just that.l plus its the best rock song in many a many a year

scott stapp is by the pool. hes telling me hes got an evil side .
what are the lyrics to a bush song
01-22-03, 05:37 AM
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HANDFULS OF SPLINERS
SPLINTERS its a meanie ths ne i was ‘informed’ of it
how mean i dodnt buy it

at least hes got he ight to be mean to me weiland? those sngs were just showing his age
bite some fresh ass
why snt anyne borhering tokick jerry ;ewis sniucker boys ass? dre? fuck thatsacred cow
so he has a carpet bagnw whoooooo.
im supposed to feel bad? WHITE GUILT? KNOK IT OFF.
christ axl was elf invented a least.
01-22-03, 05:30 AM
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thers a really mean one too
i dont know the lyrics but its one of those me/courtneyish(quoesplease i am not referrng tomy SELF in the third person)baby’s setting fires again
or babys sold he souls again
or babys tryong to kill me fast shes yesterday but

tomorrow is comin fast ty[e me thing like a mean me sing as a wedding resentand then some nice ones- the pretty when your faithful is not a me song and waswritten beore some other stuff and anyway
xx
whatever
jus benice to people wh lov e you and are good t you becauseone day you may find they
a- wrie a mean song about you an send secret notes inclass
b-learn hw to fuck better than you thus making you call THENM
c- and if something like that happens how mortified would you be hayour fuck kills have fallensos ubstandard tha a pinkk lady canout whip you

me m off to s andm school. be good to those w love you but
stay away from men who have waaay to many ex girlfriends as friends. READ MY DAMMED SIG FOR ONCE!
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i know you’d never make those up. i remember when courtney posted those. i had them all saved to my last comp but i eventually had to throw it in the dumpster.

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Poll: Best Titles Vote Please
View Poll Results: please vote on titles songs etc album etc
get well soon

170
8.92%
life despite god

539
28.28%
harder faster ever after

577
30.27%
me and your wife

215
11.28%
COURTNEYS LITTLE BLACK BOOK( i love this one kids)

288
15.11%
HEY KIDS ROCK AND ROLL SHE HAS COME O SAVE YOUR SOUL

117
6.14%
Voters: 1617. This poll is closed

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01-22-03, 04:58 AM
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Best Titles Voe Please
BEST TILTES IM TYNG O MAKE A POLL
what are the lyrics to a bush song
01-22-03, 04:55 AM
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what are the lyrics to a bush song
first song on he golden state record
and where can i read the other ones from my friend from primrose hill my MARRIED friend how is he
you thinkhell be oay that ld scorpio that msells like rose oil

threw a ring in the missipi so i could sow him you meant nothin to me and then i have the nerve
to be embarssed o f you
should i have umed when i had the hcnace
in private its so graceful i guess that one that one was he last
and i guess its the shame you picked up that robbie williams guy said
i never saw a woman blush like that
i wish i could make a woman blush so hard and red
and i walked out of the room and never got to look back
wel i guesss well st in this room fr the rest of your life theres noone in here but me and your wife
oh cry me a river for the rest of your life cos aintnoone inhere but me and your wifwe
ths basement is dark and there is no light
just me baby youbay and your sweet loevely wife
night blooming jasminewilted atthe sight of my light bt weve mved on to itsy weeny yellow scary barbie bikiis and i cant save yu frommy polio dance cripled and crumbled yu ued me for the evl ive been trying o shed and youve tried to buy every da of your life but thanks thanks merci for the light
now has someone on here go a knife
none in here but me and your wife.
cl

ps i still hinkthe only reasonto work is to kick eminems ass. i ant think of anyther rival target., axl got it- and deserved it- but slim welltha whole dre sacred cow sit asnd themassive numbers- itlll be eas- hes aboutS TRAVIS BICLE AS JERRY LEWIS

anyway yah the lyrics hanged and i wanna see him. love
and advice

never let a guy who is a great lover or friend get away because its “embarassing” just like avril levigne( OR WOEVER WRITES THtat thing) AND I DIDNT BUY TE BUSHR ECIRD BUTIS THERE ALINE ABOUT COMING ON ROSES? THE WAY SHE LIES THE WAY HE POSES??

ALSO DONT LET GUYS RAID YUR DIARY FOR LYRICS AND GET AWAY WITH IT EVEN IF THE SINGS ARE ABOUT YOU.

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but jack , you must love me , im cancer.
2-24-03, 04:47 AM
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io dreamt
him and then he beat the shit out of me and then he did beat the shit out of someone

OKAY i have a little crush

why>? cos hes the real thing and hes ….the real thing

buit its juts a dumb crush and keep it quiet/.

What’s your favorite mono lyric?
12-24-03, 03:57 AM
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;lyrics
hey man
we had evberything vinyl and mono and we looked the other w3ay man
we were so dumb
is this the part in the book that you wrote where3 i gotas cumk and save the day

DID YOU MISS ME?HUH? DID YOU MIIS ME?
well they say that rock is dad and theyre probably rigtht
99 girls in the pit did i have to comer to this

Oh god i wanna hear you say that i am so much bette4r than HIUM
oh god you owe me one more song
\so we can poriovew to me that youre sorry again

three chords in your pocket tonight
are you you the one
thasts gonna bring me back my punjkl rock alive i didnt think so
give us brillisanmt boys that we wanna fuck MAAAAN
full o f 3ecwstasy hard drugs and bad luck

( tyrivia notes i sang th following
lights but you wont burn lonmg cos lane staley had diewd that day
it came out of me
it was sooo aliuce and chains
and it just grabbed me and something in me and made me siung it

another really funny note
LInda wrotwe this song with me – patty and her4 bro and me wrote JUlian btw-ANYWAY
AGUILARA DROPPED IN UNINVITED I GIUESS SHE THOUGH ROCK Nrtollll WOOO hooooooooooo
‘I HAD [PEN MARKS EVERYWHERE REVELATIONS AND CORINTHIANS PINNED TO THTE WALL OVER 80 PAGES OF LYRICS
FREAK OURT ONE
THEN SHE ATTACKED LINDA IN THE HALL FOR “PLAYIONG STUIPID rock WEITH YOUR FRIEND courtney the lkoser” ANYWAY OUT OF THE SORENER OF MYT EYE I SAW HER SO WHEN I SANG “RUNAWEAY RUNASWAY RUNWAY” WHATEVERE DEMONS LIVE IN ME I SUMMONED UP AND SHE WAS gone
HER REVEMNGER WAS SHE OF FOR DAYS T6O WRITE UMM…’dirty” SHE RTAN OUT IN TERROR)
\ SANYWAY

AN EIGHTBALL ISNT LOVE A HOOKERS NEVER GONNA COME

ABN
NFYTHE U JKNOW THE REST BUIT DONT FORGET

ITS SO NUCH BETETER THAN him

IN SUNSET STRIP

“IVE GOT PILLS COS YOURE FAT
I GOT PILLS CPOS YOURE BOREED I GOT PILLS COS EVERYONE I KNWS A CRACKWHORE I FGOT PILLS COS IM BLONDE I GOT PILLS COS youre dead
\MOTHERFUCKER I GOT PILLS THAT MAKE ME FORGET YOPUR EXISTED
‘I GOT PILLS COS BABY MY KOOCHIE IS SORE
‘I GOT PILLS SO I CAN BUY THE ENETIR E STORE
]I GOT PILLS COS MAN I JUST WANNA DIE ‘
I GOT PILLS THAT MAKE ME KNOE I CAN FLY”

ANYD MY FAVOURITE THE SPIRITUAL ASPECT OF

“YOURE GONNA LET ME HEAR THE LOST CHORD TONIGHT

this YES IS A STATE OF ROCK SONG
BUT IT I SNOT AWFUL

WHEN I DO THE PRISON RECORD IW ILLREDO HIT SO HARD AN BOYS ON THE RADIOP ANDF YOU WILLS EE HOW OVERFUCKNG PRODUCED THEY WERE AND WHY THEY ARE GENIUS
VEN HIT SDO HARD WICH YOU ALL HATE AN DI DONT BLKANMER YOU

OKAY NMY VEINS ARE POPPING

KURTS MOM USED TO BEAT THE HOLY SHIT OUT OF HIM SHES THE WORST MITHER INTHER FUCKING EWORTLOD AND I IGNOIRED HIS WILLAND I GNOTED HIS DIARY AND OI LEFT OUT EWHAST HE SAID ABOUT LOSUING HIS HEARING FROMN HER FRYINGOPASN AND I BEGGED CHARKIE CROSS NIT T PUT THE PHYSICAL ABUSE INT HGER
WHY GOD ID I EVFER LET HER NEAR MY BABY
‘MY VEINS ARE POIPPING OVER THIS GREEDY WITCH AFTER HER TRUST FUND
BARBARA WALTERS HERE WE FUCKING COME SORRY GIRLS I GOTTA SAVE MY CHILD FROM hell ABUSE AND A LIVING NIGHTMANRE
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01-23-04, 06:34 AM
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NO we just shot it
its not my idea at all- i havent made the greatest videos miss world and violet were my iideas and cleb skin got fucked coz i had a fantasy that it could be technicolour

( i told my kid this – shes so grounded shed never do drugs anyway but just in case she should go to aa bugs life at disney california theme same thing)

i had this mushroom thing when i was a kid and saw all these sparkly jean harlows coming from te sky

anyway this boy chris milk who shot it did such a greatt job its really fucking funny
i fell like mae west
still in my damm tutut with my lipsti i guess if it works but its really really funny and brilliant i wanted DITA whom i worhip to be the fairy but even though me and manson had a really good talk when things wer really really awful ( its crazy who comes out and is your friend when youre down and who hides- i learned a really crucial lessson

NO learn to say it and stop giving away my stuff cos im still 12 and want people to like me

because people say NO really easy abd i didnt

i dedicated the record to one person
a director
he wont even love the record but that doesnt matter without him i dont know where id be

i wanted to for edward too but it had to be one person

hes gonna be so embarassed its my director fetish
anyway speaking of wich this boy man person mutve gone to “a bugs life” aLOT i just shut up and let him direct me

no gauzy filters and cleavage shots dont worry im bored of not being myself
plus its REALLY funny and magucal and fucking twisted

es a winner that directir plus hes cool.
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01-23-04, 06:21 AM
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i love it
just sam me and scott macloed with his taxi waiting in france

you hacve to understand how to sell this line”greta Garbos standard size”

wich meant int he old days if you didnt fit Garbo ou didnt get a good contract at the studios

i loved it so much but people ar e lazy andwill throw on a cover
it was just magically good
for me top twen
my favourite song i wrote and etc is dkota

bu i actually finally finsihed it after ten years

Thanks for the support on this site i was felling kind of down
i mean really down
i gte so isolated i forget theres you guys or anyone who gives a shit
mean reds

really i mean it it makes me want to mpress you
as for sharon
i still love her but this is just family business and some frustration
yu cant switch from unrestrained nasty ALL the time to nice and have it be bought

i think jack told his mom a fib to cover for an older male friend but i sttill love both Kelly AND brody

thanks again
clover

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01-31-04, 11:02 PM
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it
will do well
me ive finally seen evil> brleive it or not> and somethings gone> i may be bitter. never thought it would happen.
me i dont know album though its fine. fb is almost twleve stop thinking of her ;ike a widdle fetish object.
01-31-04, 10:52 PM
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the plague/ldg
maybe it IS misguided to hav put it on>>billy did ut mom>

the bernie thing is supposed t be UNCOOL..or something.

but fuck it jack white gets away with fucked up blues why cant i?

it neeexs aomeone who gives a shit to remix it
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But Julian….
1-31-04, 11:15 PM
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ramones
im singing for ME A>
and b youre gonna hate me but i hated the ramones my whole life> it ook me a MONTH to write those lyrics(?_) and itwas this ghostly gabba gabba hey and i WANTED to sing it

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01-31-04, 11:37 PM
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tHAS JUST not TRUE
MY OICE IS NOT OVERTUNED BUT ITS IN NO WAY “CORROSIVE”
ITS JUST A HABIT THEY CALL KYLIE MONOGUE “DIMINUTIVE” R WRITE “WHOE LOTTA LOVE” OR “THE MATERIAL ONE” ETC
i can fucking hear.

01-31-04, 11:31 PM
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producing
i have 38 songs
i want to be like linda only mine arent as good

i want to produce girls and thusly if fucking virgin doesnt get that fucking box of your fucking submissions back to me so i can put girls together to take over the fucking world i will not ride elephants naked down times sqaure

actually the tahoe thing? im going to MARRY people
domt call me a dork
my astrologer told me my malefics lined up and kickedd my ass harder than it will ever be kicked. from august until FOUR DAYS AGO

she said”shut up you are too weak for anything. do what they say and take it. you may die otherwise”

i had a death vibe for sure. its gone. or going.

dont know about you but MY malefics are alll in my house of employees and friends and betrayal.
ive been warned about october 2004 by three astrologers.

tom hanks has the EXACT same chart as me ( so now you can stop even believing in astro?)
he avoids his malefics by having a great wife who he puts all businesses through

id always see hima nd her at shows and a brief discussion yieleded that his 28 libra rising wich went into 02 scorpio the year he did BIG

i was ona 29 always bad and then december a zero bad in astrology

four days ago my libra went into 02 scorpio.

the tom hanks big moment. if i can just get a strong guardian husband daddy corproration ill be fine

theres a new president at virgin who i adore and was my favourite if everyone met he came to virgin a weeek or so ago
and then the video lady randy treated me like a human and then the cloud started to go

then the judge who is totally cool and funny just…..i hope he was in awe of the absurdity. i wont comment beyond that.

sad i have to cave but kids i need a protector

PLUS im nursing such a crush its like salad and ypga and wheatgrass.

PLUS creepy people are gone.

theres a nightmare a real hell nightmare to come. but i have enough paper to put every one of the villians in jail,

ill just keep moving. i THINK itll be okay. THANK YOU

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the distillers

136
29.00%
the yeah yeah yeahs

94
20.04%
the pixies

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13.65%
melissa auf der maur

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bif naked

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evanescence

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other (type in)

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01-31-04, 11:38 PM
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04-28-2006, 05:07 PM

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get my hands
on brodie.

savubf evanescence girl…would it be worth it?could she do it?

Courtney In The New NME!
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01-31-04, 11:47 PM
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was shattered
worse than kurts death.
I have seen evil.

i know people cal me that and shit but im rotten with a wierd innocence or i was

i love power and im selfish and ima bitch but evil?
its not there

not what is aw

and ive been reading nefarious muse and uhlsteer poeple like hers posts for years and empathising but even as aa street girl i was moving like a shark

what i saw since the blackout was terrorising
and what occured is that KINDNESS not the kind nurses give but human kindness

is fucking rare.
i dont understand evil idont want to but it took about a tenth of me burnt me out a litttle

im not vital again but i can stand and i can throw half a punch

someone will kill me. try. but i think theyll fail. fail.
im not fixated i just know.
i want to have my soul in line so they fail.

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“It was like being married to a gay man.” – Did Courtney really say that about Kurt?
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whoa

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i thoght it was time i
SUED MYSELF

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im now not able to find the contempo casial
HA! i jist foiund the galliano rasberry he amde for me in 97 EXACT same as chuck theron wore in yellow but short- im not into it- fuck them all.
its amzing how loser dyust effects people- my “jewekler” ( it waas all stolen the charles angels premirer nght and no the insracnce never paID) is loaning me his insane insane 18ct ring

i wanmt my 35 dfollar dress- the person who went into my closet maty be insane- cobains coat he died in- and that white dress from 94-5 that i wrtoe bitch on my arm aned had a teddy bear pinned. NOOOOT. and this is genius. the first seasonj Guccci stilletos with the fork utensil heel? a 35 cent blac k slip really big and sleeezy grross and ready……a jill stiart POLKA DOT pussycat blouse from 4 5 years ago. My GOD and you think IM HIGH, SHE MAde frances dress and now im really sweating. is it a toni braxton dress, i know im being a c=bitch biut the employees stole ALL teh good clothes- ALL
L whats left behind is a clutch of shit- oh wait—built by wendy grey tweed on the carpet. i may faint. alllll ther good clothes- theyd go in storage under kittyrecords or kittyradu.com ( whod think to look there) and then go into arrears- hold an auction and buy it all for a couple hundred bucks.
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kurts paintings and the thing thatr druves nme fucking nuts- welll — the dog walker makng 185000 in 02……..—– amex ….didnt know he had…980,00delete? in 1999 someone named “———-” and her friend ja\n —- flew back to la aug 25 biz class- abd so did thier firned s “kurdt kobain” and FB cobain.
they had used —–model an old toi[[uring c orp of mine- and :—-” my Virgun chick ( see when you call orself and oi let on anything beyong a gigggly “oops little mix up” so siince i cant ever be me or they lawyer yp immediatly ( phone cos visa- theres tonms opf visas amexed and etc, bekins ladies in artesia wont even talk to me and someone named “jaxon planets” moved all our rugs and kcx’s coloneol sanders collection- every day of beans life shes eatenb off her dads p;ate okay ots fetishy byt she has a dead dad- deal. and its a fred flinsotne plate. and they took that. Part of it is the horror shes had to gop throuugh relaising people we love —- —– —— want her money- ll l be deleting so – they are gettung fired- before theyd allow that to happen they thpught they try the kick her when shes down thing and sued me- ths is where you gus all get mad at me so imagine the american piblic cont
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AND ITS from contempo casuals
it was 35 bucks
people need to know we look hot im telling if tney ask its contempo casuals bleeehh
the funny part is fbc bouhjt a BETSYJOHNSON i was flipping- shes now gong to be in WHITE LINEN AND A CROSS. betsy? shes taller than me .
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barbara walters etc its NOT ABOUT THE RECORD why go into it- yeah ii want hinesty- me and kurt had to do this at an mtv award show when she was a baby n this case shes the one with the insticnt to go- and its ALL aboiut good manners and not apologising for being a rockstar at the same time. she looks like queen vcotiria.
but foos there?hmmm..okay. whute stripes playing?
is it Urban cityy
by the way the artysts are treating me great. truly. noone feelong sorry whatever. but i know whats at stake and i dont know that this DRESS caN TAKE ITS AND IF THATS STYPID TO YOU WELCOME TO THE FUCKIN CAAVE
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dont act like “ya know”
NO SHIT thats the reason to go ibebeennnominated fgor eleven of themn and never seen ft to go – no shit dude- you think its fucked im worred about a dress and hey fuck whoever saud the rhand to mouth thing= try me.

its so fucking risky and i can do other stuff i wish i had the blong dress but they wont give much love im lLOSERDUST tot he fashionistas -ts bad
m petrified wch is wh y im asking total strangers-
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no you are all going tot ell me to go
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im trying to make a life decision today and i need your help
that is correct. do people think im llike- as ny times boy said dead dying scott weiland /downey etc? i mean youre reealisitcally discussing a person who takes Xanax and sometimes painlkillers for PAIN from yoi brats disloactinmg m shoulders gfod knows hopw many tkmes= frances can have fun at the teddy bear store okay? this would be how was it put?????
“one of the most anticipated arrivbalks in award show histoy=ry> she needs to eat. if this is wrong and its all beyonce and its not going to clear shit up= i aint doing it- and im worred really? This dress./
a little black dress,

so let me hear from ontelleigent realsist can do leno aND LEtterman it looks like im dong more than 100k and norah jones will kck my ass the first week mtv debuts monday and d ont knwo radio rotation mtv2 s max rotation
go girrls and boys gimmme some advice
stop with the shes fucked up stuff im really NOT ive had a terrible thing happent t

o me and my daughters finances wich created alot of chaos but people chatter on as if a. i LOST CUSTODY OF my child. this isnt true. i got punk’d satan style by a small bank in bev hills who LOST CUSTODY of about 40 bank accounts. Thats it> heavy heavy shit. I now have a lawyer in NYC and “the” guy at IRS Crime division- i dont go to court – i go ON TOUR – they go to jail or hand it back.
I want to market or whatever you wantt ot call it this record to the ground and im sensing from feedback here theres like blehhh out there- I just had a genius make a video what happened to it>? monos number one at afew statuons i honestly ghave been focusing on starting rehearsal.
feedback
coz maN if i go its the biggest clusterfuck ever- and my kid wants to- and i got one dress id wear.little and black.
hmmmmm is there ANY rock aT the grammas tonight
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marketing
reading this site i am really depressed, i mean i market myself and im in a shit load of woerd evil stink
BUT i have a great record – just dud blender cover- did a great video and Frances wants to go the Grammys- this is tough, she reaLLY wants to go and all i haver to wear is a srt of marilyn black dress. what say you.
Never Gonna Be The Same about Kurt?? (i know i know i know)
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what is it
its a gospel song

maybe God lives on the wrong side of town and isnt allowed in yoir fancy hoises or
Jungians style its the narcissist mother incestoisly fascinated by her puer son aND WHE n he falls for joan crawford on the wrong sode of town she enters her body and demand he have faith abd kiss the frog

I do know iits in san francisco. and its about how when noone else believed in something os the best time to do so

of course sloppilu she flips and expresses her desires- shje doesnt aznt a messiiah by her side. she cant believe that everyone doesnt know that mary did not get impregnated by an angel- she had a cock inside of her

also yoi dont have to do anithiing in ths song my protaganist will d o all the work but yoi have to believe in her adn when its the worsrt shell come and make ot stop
I want everyone that has been negative to read this.
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“disturbing divas”
get that book and post the pertinent partts or scan them

i just foubd it whqat seemed orreverenbtr once eg systenmatic disgrace, unrelenting tabloidism has made me scared.

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please!
do it
Life Despite God is totally wretched.
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wretched/almost golden
well

i think the cadence of my oh my oh how you do reflect the sun is one of my favourite things- dont know if its a full fledged mature song but im more prolofic now so you can pick on me more

as for wretched its called the Plague\
realliy the lurics directions are a bit of a deliberate and sometimes jst ungood disaster- I dunno

its a whorehouse now abandoned with an evil eye- i didnt wanna please anyone and theres so so many songs more for the jail record in spring

cadence btw

Catherine de barra

I love that polly jean lyric

I envy to murderous envy your lover. its the same kind of – thing

ME i shoild have and probably will go in ther wth tweezers and make it perfect i mean its gross but my choices also Linda sings on it

It isnt ( no offence) Radio Ethiophia ITS A FUCKED UP REALLY REALLY blues song

and whats with all the censorship of the soul- i have some nonsense lawsits as a result of a really dangerous and terifying theft by a private bank and thier eqayally dangerois private “eye”
with my exquisite timing as usual and i cant express whatever i want aboit drugs or whorehouses

Linda sings on wretched- i also wanted a PJ harvey song in f wch its not but hey we were wretched that night and i put it on cos i wanted to and lyrics are good in some parts great in others.
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NOONE “took:” custody of my child away from me- False allegations were made about crazy shit for reasons so beyond comprehension and over the line if it does turn into a real war ( not her Custody Thats not at stake)

It will be a msassacre of epic proportions- these fuckers were so dumb A. they forgot to SHRED THE PAPERS
B. The first time the IRS has come Out with Fantastic PR as For the PEople Even The Dumb Rock/Black Athlete-Rapper and Porno people
C. IT WILL BRING BACK OLD SCHOOL MS MAGAZINE FEMIINISM ON A LEVEL I DONT EVEN WANT TO DEAL WITH- ANDREA DWORKIN MAY BECOME PRESIDENT IT IS SO OFFENSIVE.

anyone remmeber that LLC dissolution case- oh oh – when Krist and Dave Asked thnat i take a psychiatric test ( I actually have by the way- mmpi2)

does anyone recall that although there was no Public Outcry it there would have been Gloria ( Allred) by my side in a minute- and women singing :Frances Farmer willl have her Revenge on seattle” ont he court hoyse steps?

This would be CRAZED in the end? Frances and I woyuld be as we are now. wary and sad.

Three Lawyers two at least CPA s and oh myy a Banker at Least in Jail

wich ex assitant had an amex corp card and spent 980,….OOOO DOLLARS/ ih hih like that and my new york lawyers are sodammmed good and my dc ones i get to go one tour and we gfet to live

Could someone post this nytymes piece?

Doesw ANyone remember a NYtimes Sunday Cover Story called “ONe Womans Nighmare”

Its aboit a single mom attorney and the nanny and y thynk the Husbands Mom start photographing like…pot ( wich did nt she admit she smoked soemtimes and fiuck off) and sex sheets and maybe her thyng was a little blow a , a few men IM nNOT judging but Im s nun- Frances has to like you,.
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they intheir haste to create liike all the llc thong over and whgo kn ows
maybe 100 depositions ( a paralegal in NYC whose company i bveloive was chargung 250 dollars a trademark. doesnt sound sao bad- right>>

okay now C love Clo Cl cobain Coirtney L cobain and etc- say n belgium . say for CLOCKS. maybe ths us her the quote” i often thinkj of the abise fbc siffers witha mother who sngs about cannibilism and lesbanism
“she ate piecesd of jennifers body” . Terrufying images that can only add up to the pure terror of LOves documented rages, :”will mommy beat me tonoght” she must ask as the dirty secret none of ud has faced ,,…..blah blah blahj
she s sititng on a millonm bucls gettng 6% interest and she reps rthe rep who reps — —- he wont close krts estae becasye —- —– MYY lawyer ( as a matterr of fact im payting to have the trust fund investogate me – pictires saw had a man with a large boom mic- a very very expensbe operaronM
HES COLLECTING POSTS AND CELL CALLS and sending them somewhere= thisd aint cheap and we know its the BANK and we know its the trist fund meanwhile yeah im eatng jennifer
kids call me evil fgo ahead. I ddint know how to SPELL evil until this begabn
renmeber deb thackeray? shes a genius.jist so happens ts me and frnnies first trip tp cote d azire and a stopover in london ( remebner that p[ictre with liam ghallagher an d he sang me songbird woch was awesome and i thumped what wouuld ultmatelt become a great radiohead theftsong not done- and we had a pctre? then) so thesed people stayed at the same hotels sdame car service everthing
fbc is eating with me and shes eating n lomndon too. and oh the cops? them? what? actuallu lapd detective — —- pit ip a nobel fght. i said no no they didnt trake blng ant got no bling, jst platinym, and he tried, bit sometimes his color szxeroes and ohone messages werenrt broght uo to me – althogh ut was alll bling from pawn shops- he damm well tried.
oh and —and her bddiies theyy spent 60 000 pounds sterling on donna karen- ie even have her apartment number.coz trhe busness class all one us
so heres where tyou hate me
we are WAAAAY ricj from Kurt, No i mean WAAAAY rich. we even have a tim e share on a jet wich goes to nyc and denver for two years- i eman we never SAW Y IT 0 bit he left us scads of monet=y
i thgink a millon buucks of scads is scadddds, were way past that- and likek gms and roses before me and lkje lakers allowed to name ( coz he got 20 mllon to shut yp and he tookmt he deal- of ourse theres a part of me that wants to expose there charittes wuch are bogus- kristen pfaff memorial remeber her? sges gad lots of money on his wA YY TO THE CAYMANS
but no more coirt – if it comes to it id rather the irs have it than them’every baanker n ths little communty- these boutiqe banks- mine s porn rock and black asthletes. — for prodcers movie stars
mine for druggies
so they skim

forty mllon dollars
and the lam e part? noone not even m,e can relate to that fgre but even lamer?
THEY DONT EVEN SHRED!!!!!IM SO INSULTED
THEY DID THIS TO THE OWENER OF — —— GOT HIM FOR 12 MILLON
( its hs own fault for not cherckng references, joke, hed take half the rent of the standard or mercer or howeber it went and banked with my guy for 2 years abnd ropped himm for 12 million.
He got it back but see i was in new york and i thought you CALLED THE COPS OR THE FBI
actually my savioyr was the laweer for amex who was suitng me. hes been ,y beatrice

people saod iwasinsane d sa $40 490 4 40 40 40 millon dont let them lie
but the laker only got 20

and what the fuck do you know? kurt cobain generated almost exctly that

so hate me bt remember half trhats beanos
rememebr thatone October ago you stood by while the heiress and her daighter were told that beiin gg a bitch tookl away onmes rights ande you stood there in an portent of whatwas to come when theu had thg balls to ask for apsych iatrc exaamination

this man died WHY???the guilt of whsthed done to his wife was no smallk part – hed tirned her form a voluntrary enthisiastic bitch for hire 980 feet talll- his power turned her into a lurid Ugly disgraced desperate pathetic relentless sciitny of her trfuly was the emasculatiopn of him disguosed cleverly derogatories wch never end and wich must be seen as tactics of a polymorpheis patriarchakl ppwoer mobilsing with the aim o of ‘”ARRESTING THE SUBVERSIVE POTENTIAL OF LOVES CREATVE WORK”

hmmmmmmread it and weep im jj7st waiitng for the dress kids

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Hey Brooke
This Mel site “FIRECRASHER” is REALLY well done== like its got my ( killer app only i KNOW andnoones got it yet) thge s girls and allo other sites forum click thing
but it does that with magazines-it stell seperates aud/vid but its fast and easy-

Thats some cool promo shots sistah gotthere-
h0ow come they get an org?

i learned more about her vibe ( whats so scary abot not going to mxing cosz you weren t TOLD applies alsso as to
why THE FUCK THAT NICE GIRL FROM THE PARTY LAST NGHT DOESNHT USE OUR SITE

I havent been to c l ( ME) dot com i bet its awfulk or just okay

or unblemished- anyway brooke?? take a look and also Finch- Janet You Virgin need to deal YESTERDAY c
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diaries
wierd collages polaroids short stories attempts to copy “The Wasteland”
pictures- more pictures juvenile records- YAY- bossy as hell assed how to do this that and this and why —— is going to be theboggest rocfkstars in the world ( alll mu friends from age 9)
my rejectionb letter from 5th grade from um neal sedaka and rockei records.
more fucki8ng lists than anuthng
and as i was gazing
\each 81 79 85 90 99 02 male seems to get the same dammed treatment
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its luje lifestloe too i havr four pages on whu paisley chintsz is vrilliant- and lots of drawings

aqnd dreaming of my fake band………and how to make money and how low is low too me and maybe some perverted sex with no names- hmm
Sunset Strip sounds very 80’s
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madonna once said to me when i accused of her of not lovin the rock ” come from Pontiac- BOB SEGER!” i never was able to get that outta my head

so i thought- a Hollywood Nights just ONE la song please please please and just one rock review songs and the THEME OF THIS RECORD is

actually this patriachal and human even idea od eros romantic love ( and megalamania- an old crutch if your dopamine isnt pumping cvrazy while you7 write)
i dont trust ut but it does feel better than drugs when you get a Big Cru7sh doesnt it? have a Little and a Big one- m gettng so detached from the actual men that im wondering if im just doing it for the dopamine and seratonin.
its so HARD for me to get a crush. so that song theres not a crush in there- there was a boy in the end- “he said”
so yeah maybe its got a theoritacAL g nr too i dunno LOOOVVVE it

and lights bi journeu
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i voted for
kurt bit then i voted for a bnch of people who could have been massve anbd maded bad moves and were not cvarrying baggae cough

i got this marketng thing today

BOYS 16-24 like me more than m,y girls guys????how wierd.
clips of Melissa talking about Courtney and discussing the Brody comparison
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Dissing
dont think so

she needs to edit herself work her ass off as pretty people do
yes the dave thing pissed me off ONLY becase they were wanting jt to piss me off and it was silly and didnt

beyond her dfemninist q8uests hu7ge interuption wich i found to be a huge insult
og course i didntb factor in her SATURN RETURN- wich ended.
shes always beena star

i didnt do RS USA last time cos id onl do it witj at theleast Mel, U* can imaginje when a nother magazinhe asked if id do a doble cover with her

ohj shed LOOOVE that- also sam is in this band and so the chelsea gets split-

the chelsea shouldve happened it didnt so the tw3o dominant members sam and mel arer sharing it

Patty and me are in the frckng chelsea- so is Paz/
Clea duvall is the gf of the chelsea-

the c helsea is HUUUUUGE

anywa w andy slater at capitol pres
hes not gonna let her suck.

i wanna sdee the mean me lyrics though!!! anyon got the nasty me lyrics
i liked her Giger lirics- smart and cool.
melissa tomorrow! (supporting a perfect circle)
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Im blown away at the IMAGE of anyone hackling or cursing mellissa

shes way to delicate- we dont speak -= just cos i hardly speak to anyone- even my close frends but now i wanna beat someone up

is it fast RWAWK? isnt t delicate and maybe ambient? whats her band like?
courtney has a new album but no new look
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fuck this
FUCK the fashionistas
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and the clothes for blender we made up and thgey amajke italtian vogue look stypidf

The dress ii wanted i was rejected for and then found most of them were saying fuck offf- to me

so fuck them i found one thing in mjy closet i liked i cou7ld npt afford to wear cool or vintage for obvious resaqsons last night
OK CLOVE, we helped you with your pre gramy meltdown..so now we want details!
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okay
i was LATE because iwas here gettinbg advice

FB wanted to wear herBetsy Johnson and she did with my sweater

Paula abdul babysat her coz i had to smoke

my hair is bad i agree

Paris just came to my cabana- shes fiu7nny

Grohl and TaYlor obssesively stare at bean- kelly o looked beautiful sam and my NEW Giytar player- who i need to go play wity NOW look am,azong sort of Pink ish

what else?

Snoop is funny6 and all rappers love me and likewise i just cant deal mysicallh
am the queen of li label and i like it

my video directors brilliant and wierdly magical- and dunno what elseA?
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part of making everyone commjting a sin- issueing credt cards and phones sop many phones was to keep people guilty

MAYBE I CAN ASK YOU A QYESTION- I btw am not totally nnocent buut her trust fund would not make its presence knmown sop they knew noone cared
d ask anbd theyd gnore a tactic that happens wth me
id fre thema nd theyd ignor ebeing fired
this is like a raped prostitute- the other banks do it too bt no small bank has more “”rockers”
what made theur attack on us so vicious?
there were three gay bankers- all aboit forty. i was told if i went with thos ninny girlfirned -a nd she took one of the boyfriends- i wont get specofc because they will pay me back- and he a ghay man managed a hiiuuuuuge porno star – thats what i was goood for-= attracrtong porno stars- im not otally positive howe big this grew but mr z ddnt just raid accoubnts for shoes?
porno stars see me and think – okay cool
the se tom cruise and they arent fgood enoigh

and a dead manss CHILD i eman yopr gonna get bttten on the ass for that one

i became pshcally stroneger than the violence done to me as a child and this nflcitedc on others and did so mostly thorgh lyrics and words

BT HERe in ths book
it says abot me
” either way thge protaganist s posoitioned as dying in man of her osngs0 shes dying as amrtyr or as a nameless vcasialt of violence and psychic rape of women(this is 95) she will end up posssobly dead,certainly danged and perghqaps ontotitionilised- and the more wealths he amasses the more dangerpous she is ( disroptive dvas) I magjne for ( Love) a prosectirial nghtmare-perhaps the maonstrema will accept her or she will tone down fcor it the message beng the great” shut up or your going to the loony bin:”
thats not so funny now
anyone before i erase
szorr to feel soprry for myself lnmostlt om, scarerdc

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i believe the mother of a child or father or both are on drugs the kids should not be with them, whatever drugs it may be. just because she is courtney love and we all want her to like us, doesnt mean she should have her kid if she is fucked up on drugs.
now if she is clean then i say yeah she should have her kid. but come on, what she did what happened back in october was not something that someone with a child should be doing, and especially if the child was around while the “od” was happening.
but i do think the worst thing to do to a parent is take their kid away especially when the said kid seems to be the only thing driving that person in life, and hopefully that is her driving force and maybe having her kid taken away in a serious manner and with grouds mightve scared her st raight, or maybe.

i am glad the mother and daughter are together because it would appear they have a good relationship and its good she has (Frances) people fighting over her. so many kids have everyone fighting to get rid of the kid.
but yeah. its good, and frances should be proud of her mom, she made a fucking great record and thank god its finally coming out.

80 MILLION americans addicted to Xanax- well 40 Million admit it

ativan-ambien -valiim all benzos-= all addictive

!@120 (half the Country) taking SSRIs on a regilar basis- many mixtures ( just like heroin was advertised as being ther non addictve cure for morphine for TEN years in the usa) phusically addictive out of 280 millon ameriicans 6 in 10 drink regilarli and 2.8 are alcholoclics

so when hoire done taking these kids away from these people where would uoi lilke to send them??????? people on drigs shouldt DRIVE
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i don’t remember seeing it here and i think now its pretty useless but on the billboard issue dated feb 7 ( i think they put on the last day in wich you might find it) there is a short 1 and a half piece on her. i haven’t read it jet, i’ll let you know what its about. and there ‘s the lachappelle pic ( http://www.mtv.com/shared/media/ima…ial/376×180.jpg )

and yes sexist
I’ve read some of the reviews on AS and i’m a bit disgusted.
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are some of the best reviews of my or almost anyones carreer- ( other than RS wych was stiupid)

I know thats hard to see but its factual

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1 everyone you know loves to say ” hes so / stll etc in love with you”
2-picks the wrong battles
3- never tells you that you arent doing well- with htis person, withhtis issue etc
4- does not create a safety zone by using masculinit charm success fear or intmidation- insteadd emands he be treated like a pasha
5-cheats-in a bad way
6- does not appreciate how coolyou have been about not only cheating but lettng hm have “birthday presents” ( Im not being specific about one guy despite u guys assmptions
7-sexually LAZY ( diff than selfish)
8-gets hysterical with you and then gets crazed w paranoia
9-isolates you
10-abuses any favours and jobs and relationships youve created for him-
11-would leave your projrct for a madonnaor whoever job asap
12 makes it impossible to make new friends
13 or have competitve crushes ( eg that -?jack white say. im gonna fuck him p so bad- grrrr) wich is death to artists like most of us
14 “99% of success is showing up” (woody allen) metaphoricallu a nd phisically- prevents this in all sorts of ways
15 gets you orgasmic in lust to the point of -stomach aches and then doesnt fuck you
16 doesnt give you directions to hiw house just makes it a game half address and a ridddle
17 does coke
18 makes you watchhis film listemt ohsi record over and over again
19 keeps eyes closed
20 DRINKS(ewww)
21 makes you more aggressive than is comfortable needlessly
22probably 1-loves you but you embrass him
2-is using you completely
3- girl language :”hes just scared” what the fuck is that tr
23 he doesnt want to fuck you but wantsto watch you desire him and add to that
24 is scared helll get n trouble with hus people (give Gavin r his due – n the midst of 95-96 he was A_ totally tolerant of an obsessive in a bad way and rude series of crying phone calls at christmas wothhis ex there B- his people hated the idea of me image wise and etc- he was extrem,ely firm wyth themto pit my calls through and fired someone who didnt
c-has been so graceful through the years- i once wrote him a 200 page letter- he thanks me for it everytime we speak or write
d-will be a faithfil husband
e-LETTS JUST PRETENDSINCE I DONT TAKE DRUGS sometime in 95 it was decded someone had to try ecstasy- once- who on hells earth wold one do that with
LETS JUST PRETEND SHE HATED IT and Gavin held her all night-
f-if people made fun of Bush to me i was probablu ten times less loyal than he was to me- and lets pretend he was embarassed by his girlfriends band-
he staied totally loyal while still letting one venthat “dontspeak ws inspeakbaly bad- and you know he agreed=- but woulf never say

G shit bf great husband is m y bet.)

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okay relationship makers
1 dog person
2 huge iq
3 can stand nirvana songs in the car
4immediatly sets out to make the kid love him
5 immediatly demands to be the bossy one
6 believes n god
7 despite being conservative ( no rockstars or huge actors) will show up nnanounced and wjlll chase u down the street
8 demands you stop being excessive
9 is selfish andnot all crazed “you mst have an orgasm” about sex
10 respects your fame/notorioisness and curbs your addiction to it
11 fights with those more powerful for his vision
12 does not get mad at inanimate objects
13 scares your employees to death with protectiveness
14 is challenged by our former sluttiness to think of what you havent done
15 thinks he can fuck better than anyone-
16 proves it
17 insanely anbitious
18 makes you feel guilty for being lazy
19-never treats you like a baby behind yoir back
20 knows u have better taste in music
21 takes your advice
22 has strict morals but is decadent
23 barely notices your diaries
24buys you diamonds ( a must)
25 never fights publically with you
26 creates a construct so that noone gives him any shit for going out with you
27 tells you if something sucks ONLY if you ask
28 will teach me to drive
29 has the balls to stop me from cheating by competing not pouting. and by undermining the ribals credibiliy eg”god hes got the owrst hair” “oh man that BAND”” that guy is so disengenous”

30 succesful- will be- wildly. but can not be lamee about it

31 plays hardball
32 ruthless
33comforting
34 needs you and knows it and tells you
35 demands philanthropic activity- and voting
36 does not use the phrase “i hate”
37 depraved sexually wich evolves to spiritual sexually
38 thinks its cute the way you work a room
39 thinks its hot you are a rockstar and is not jealous ( almost impossible)
40 is kind
41 gives back alot more thaan iit looks
42 notices sleazy people around and listens to o about same
43 has friends
44 doesnt mind that u dont
45-is discpbed but not crazy so.
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Oh Fun
except i break all my rules

okay so im full of my own crap but i wish they were

1CIRCA 96 “{WHY ARENT YOU MORE LIKE LIZ PHAIR”
2 is NOT butch but pretende3ed to be
3 talentless-
4 Brunettes
5-has nho full formed value system that he imposes upon me immediatly
6 undemanding “i dont care if you drink and drve”
7-talks it -feminism especially- then “no way did lauren hill produce herself”
or say a film where charcaters are 28 but female is really-20= say i give a raqre ultimatem-“25 or up or im gone” then doesnt walk it” she reallu is righht”
8-pulls out
9- ‘ CANT BELIEVE IM IN BED WITH C———- L——–‘
10-needs SAVING not fixing
11-wants “c——————— l—–“24/7 when “swhes” a fucking construct or has become one and she is not coming to bed
12-insi8dous oppression- diary writing- songs- his fear of failuew and or simple disrepecpect for youur “Native” “:Instat Grtaufucation” passonate approach to art is 1-wrong-( a total fascist – run) 2 embarassing to his frends ( fixer upper this is fine) 3-has no thing of his own thus would rather watch yo u7 onstage in front of-? 1000000 or 100 people than help yo u7 wth an improvasitaaion
13 doesnt protect the money
14 doesnt respond to total soul porn you email or text page
15 cat person
16 with me? loves mom too much ( i know) best if he cantstanbd mom
17 doesnt know or care aboit fashion
18 treats you normal like leaves u in a car alone while you get mobbed- refuses to respect your way mre famous tha him issues
19 pleasure ( sex) withholders ( i always get em) wh force romAntic love vefore a simple fuck-holds out so you have to chase him- why do they do this
HUGE SIN AD TO THAT
MAKES THE CHASINGHARD

20 add that to acts like or is a ficking corpo execitive- eg wont even go near you without permission or even instriction from a ceo
21 speaks of yo lkuje a liile baby witht he corpos and the lawyers however ths beats
22 way more fucked jup than you- is the bad one- these however find a wai to piss you off after theyve had permission to sleep with helena chritianson-teh wold fuck the makeyp gitl or you draw the line at hard drugs and he breaks the rule=wth acid- big assed baby- is percueved as the “fgood one”
23spent a fortune of your money and never feels guilty
24 tells youj to wear what you want
25 wont wear handcuffs.
26 doesnt call you on your shit ( my favourite- i was making big eyes at an absouloute prick-genius but hes #22- he said “oh fucking stop it”

howm i doing
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02-10-04, 05:19 AM
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ones that didnt make it
[this conevrsatons gettongboring
and ill meet yoi on thehill
well hope you bring your gun eah
coz i gotta lottta tme to kill

people everyday with nothing oh to say they
write these love songs
they make em sond so easy
they make em sound sincer
they churn them from ther facotire
and break hearts like we cant hear

its a void in there
and oh somewhere ill find it(him)
and we will run away
and it will be the happy
ending
that noone can take away

gonna write a song
gonna go so deep
ou thnk that mdelusional but i will make you weep of ot kills me
someone show me how
( theres more)

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Klimt/agentcooper
You guys are obsessed

There were 2 girls in 2002 they needed college money i promised it to them
i told my business manager to send i believe one 16 000 dollar and one 22 000 check

she didnt do it

boo fuckong hoo- why dont you go find dean and ask him to see if that 980,000 he spent on that amex has merit points

i dont want to see anymore shit from you or im kicking you off- its hard enogh to defend this site to emi
knock it off NOW

and brooke- escort them out for a month or so./

were fucking hand to mouth you ASSHOLES
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02-10-04, 02:50 PM
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the perfect asshole
this will be right ive had a vision

breakers/signs of evil

1 provokes interest (to whatever degree) and doesnt leave a map
2 provokes the absouloute most depth/psychic energy passion and pretends youre “wierd” but is really mesmerised by his own power to make you flay yourself-
3gives you no chance to be normal or chaos free but actually owns the place that solidity comes from
4 he treats your requests as though they are demands and resents being “counted on” makes it clear he resents “expectations” but doesnt make it clear what those expectatons are
5turns you into the sexual aggressor and subtly creates a downward spiral until you feel ashamed to bring it up-and you begin to shift your focus away from sex.wixh normallu interests you greatly.You become extremely confused and so do althe catholic things that make you desire him to distraction,and physical unease. Youre normally over abundant sexual confodence and sense of fun start to get squashed.
6convinces you to prove to him that you will always accept anything he is or does before he acknowledges you as a woman-but is stullifyng and panic stricken-so further convinces you to prove your flexibility and casual ness- eg you are cool with no commitment.despite exhausting yourself,you pretend,because theres GOT to be a big huge halo of perfection at the end of this
7commitment induced panic overcomes any loyalty or fairness-encorages you to expect more than you even wanted as a way to buy time- feeling you are trying to trap him-the more attracted he is toyou the more he convinces himself he is a hunted animal- the total acceptance he demanded isnt making him feel secire its making him feel trapped- and he does or allows something humiliating to be done to the woman /you. such as leave “proof” eg letters around for others to read/dissemnate ( this is new to me so im sorry about the brevity) This is middle class. You dont know that class, youpercieve it as edgy or godlike. A middle class woman will hand you a supermarket self health book and talk about men who dont “commit” Men have always at least flowed well with you someway. THe obsession he has with “commitmentphobia” starts to make you feel creepy.
8 when you are stlll okay with it and sense a complex drama/chase you offer to take all notions of romantic/sexual love out of the relationship, you smply ask hiim yes or no. he doesnt answer.
9he makes it clear that most parts of his life are forbidden zones-
to you
10 he never spends unstructured time with you
11 parts of these offerings to prove he is special
you do everything you can to impress him, you break your plans and ignore other people, you phone when you dont want to, you are confused,foggy.you tell him yoir deepest secrets, you begin to believe he :”knows” if you sleep with or do anything he wouldnt approve of ( wich is illdefined anyfuckingway)
12 you love it when he tells you what to do.
13 you get a big Hilary and know its easy to make him king.
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“selfish in bed” misunderstood
]Don’ts:

-Likes U2 and thinks Bono is the man.(my current boyfriend does, but I’m attempting to change him)
-Spks in stpd txt msg language.
-Is an on/off heroin user or addict, I just can’t and won’t tolerate it any more.
-Is schizophrenic but doesn’t bother to take his medication
-Keeps his eyes open when kissing
-Doesn’t tell me that I AM the most beautiful girl in the world
-Selfish in bed
-Acts as though he is much more intelligent than me.
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IS NOT SCARED THAT YOU ARENT COMING TO THE PARTY- THE ASSUMPTION THAT YOU ALWAYS WANT IT ISNT EVEN THERE- THE ASSUMPTION THAT YOU UNDERSTAND BIOLOGICAL IISSUES AND TOUGH SHIT MAKES IT A SORT OF
MIINI RAPE FANTASY IF PRESENTATIION IS WORTHY(RARE)
EG HAS BEEN INBTENSLY EDUCATED TO NOT BE A PIG AND IS ONE ANYWAY BECAUSE YOU LIKE IT.

courtney/ abusive woman??
wow this is so wrong but i wanted it
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She’s fun to idolize, but I’m afraid to meet her in person. She reminds me of that girl in junior high who would kick the back of my desk in class, or pull my hair or pinch me when nobody was looking just to see if I’d say anything.

I was put in sixth grade at 9- had no tits til i was 18- and got the shit beat oit of me until trac shannon in the 7th grade- she was huge- on my first day i started a fight with her ( she was the big bully you could tell right off)
i had a funny accent from new zealand- and i just attacked after school-i waas so sick of getting slapped and punched, now at stoner school it wasnt uniforms and Dickens. It was big belt buckles and illiteracy.
the whole sc hool was there- and i haved no fucking idea how i did it but she had my tube top off and u was on top of her and had to be pulled off- iwas really small, after that everyone thought i was crazy and left me alone and the teenage hookers took care of me too after that.

and thehn i was sort of tough , but i was never ever a bully. I kind of want5ed people to thnk that though- and the dichotomy stuck.

“BAD” reviews
02-11-04, 03:06 AM
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“BAD” reviews
Oh God the AGE thing

i forgot that was oneof the ones theyd go for
40! lord

i got asked if i was upset about “bad” reviews- Fuck no- other than RS- First off the reviewers misty aboitt the last two like Edna from usa today
she cricified me lasttime and acts like its a classic now

As a feminist it sure is fun to watch.

Are You Sure one of You wont go get “Disruptive Divas:???????? Its so fucking scawry and spot on. its not defensive -its general- for every big loid alpha girl and this canadian woman writes this prediction of these bad thngs that happened this year- also its not so bleak- she has little strategies

PLEAAAASDSSSEEEEEEE that academic TERRIFYING book about Amos me and Harvey- in 96-7 it was ucky- now i read the parts where she states “they” ( the hegemony) will “jail her ”

the unified field theory is that im a junkie im forty and im all alone- well im alone tonight wich is also predicted in that fucked up scary assed book but im so not 40.Thats so Unfair.

oh and that my voice is fucked up. Im sorry i love my voice. OBVIOUSLY

i sold more records than Norah Jones and Incubus at the Tower Chain Today i have been told. I didnt think id even watch this shittoday but i had a near psychic REAL trainwreck and if not for copyright law and the lawfirm of Lavely Singer and the firm hand of goddess of light Pat Kingsley….i might actually…just hide forever. Cos someone or thier friends and someone at Brown – what is it brooke nknows ORG – ran off with my soul in a pager.

they cant print anything thankful- and i prayed all day- anyway the were sot of letter blabs and the void they went to was a real careerist- so t rubed off anbd i watched – “:numbers” not as fascinating as the reviews – Norah Jones will kick my ass / BUT sold more on our first date together.

Um Norah Jones sold 18 million records. what does she sound like?

the word “JUNKIE”/ context/lemmington
02-11-04, 06:11 AM
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the word “JUNKIE”/ context/lemmington
Makes it into the district attornies file
Is absouloute nonsense and is comp[letely destructive for my child
I am not a junkie. However maybe i just look like one.

This photogtraph is the first thing in the DAs file on me

Im smoking richard bransons cigar. Ive just sung dont let the sun go down on me at the greatest oldest most respected theatre on the planet with Sir elton john and got a standing ovation from hrh the royal Family-im really happy. i havent had a glass of wine yet but am about to have some Petrus.

THIS is what the Beverly Hills DA chooses to put as his illustration of why i am hysterical, ridiculous and generally dangerous .
my mascara is running

the words illicit narcotic and warrant were used to my surprise and shock
instead of a request for 3 pill bottles. inlcuding one medicine that is used for pollen allergies.

one more “junkie” and im coming after your publication. Junkie alludes to Cocaine, Heroin, Abuse of pain medication. I take my pain management seriously.

Im not going to apologise for my runny mascara, or the fact that my home is my daughters and my sanctuary.

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arrgh i have the pill bottle
i let a cop in my room and tw2o e=weeks loater he ssed a felony warrant for narcotucs
check the list
1 ambienh
2 oxycontin
somne akkegra

allegra

and he wantsthe bottles- and he never ever evenh asked for them- thats my felonty
nott to be abotch bot ryder was bisted wth a drig store abd lhad zero scrps abnddemorol and dilaidid hardcore shit-

this is nsaqne and im j8st getting a contin iance

Courtney on Stern this morning
02-12-04, 11:53 PM
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our bugs
there are in fact bugs in thehous qand on the phone

this is just aq fact.
Courtney on Stern this morning
so threee iawyers and
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$40 million gone- fact

whats that on the stressor ls an *8?

Courtney on Howard – Firday the 13th
02-13-04, 04:54 PM
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oh yeah rogh
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let the motivation be to just DO WELL and get the attention you so desperately crave, not in the LOOK AT ME—I’M SO FUCKED UP way….but in the LOOK AT ME, I’M EVERYTHING YOU DIDN’T THINK I COULD BE way.

I’m not saying care what everyone thinks, but care what SOMEONE thinks for fuck’s sake. Being a fuck up is acceptable for a while, but when you get your shit together and polish your star up that bright why would you want to go back?

The pity vote? It’s *so* not your style…and you want girls to follow your lead at this Rock N Roll High School? Please.

Yeah you got fucked over, you fucked up too. The time is overripe to take control back. Welcome to the real world….

YR RYGHT HTHIS IS OOFCKING FUN

Paris Hilton covering ‘Betty davis eyes’ on her new record…BLEH
02-26-04, 02:15 AM
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oh SHIT someone tell her! i was KIDDDING
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BAH BAH, I say!
paris is too dumb too even know about that song or who did it so she obviously got the idea from courtney. lame. lame lame lame. that is sucha corutney song. why couldn’t she just cover britney spears or something? yuck.

its a single we did- its coming out### Paris asked me some q and a and i said “cover b d eyes” as a JOKE”””””” jesus h lron nichirin
its gonnamake me do barbara, i swear!!!! ve tried to avoid this shit but its destroying everything……….we have a plan so im gonna allow it to be carried out

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02-26-04, 05:44 AM
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lisa+ solid as a rock/ t was nervewracking
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after the contraversy that has flowed through Courtney’s career, how do you feel to be part of the whirlwind?

Lisa is not insanely erratic or even the mprov queen- but it wasa fucking scary thing- its called :””courtney love”” wich fucks me up/\
my guitar sound onstage was ridiculously bad bad bad/sam went to fast forgot the sex/ and divina pllays bettter than any bassist after Corgan/ blame ME if orgot alot of lyrics….malibu was seamless and so was plump/ all the album already songs were perfect mussically- lisa is by definition an absouloute great SOLID player= we need emilieautumn.com to come out and put her viola,cello and brilliance to the texture…..then shuddup okkayy??

Paris Hilton covering ‘Betty davis eyes’ on her new record…BLEH
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why its not out
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you should release it as a B-side before she puts it out and people who are not involved with this site will likely think your copying her when/if you sing it live i know i shoul shutup it’s just I want to hear your version not hers

because radio at alt or whatever LOVE covers these days- why make it so easy for them???? I wanted to but there you go- ididnt know i was that much an influence on the litle kid- yikes

Read this:Courtney is taking Eminem’s Place!!!
02-26-04, 09:53 AM
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pee test for HIM???

why the fuck doesnt he and every drugged out as fuck male father rockstar have to take pee tests???

q and a ive got an hour lets go
answers

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i like marmite with the englisu cheddaR
Theres nothing wrong with my sanity for fucks sajke inm in a witch tria dug\h

zelig? yeah i guess so according to the frencg big paper- Bushes triackle down involves destryung undestrudeble arvhetypes
Martha has made me feel like zelig again even HOWARD got taken down
I dont know dfoo ou think a coldish woman who buylt her life inbtop her own universe deserves to go to JAIL for NOTHING

dont lie , thats really important

thus

i did NOTHING illegal. NOTHING.
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q and a ive got an hour lets go
wanna ask me anything? go

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can I have some
i havbe been so ripped off you have better than me

I opened the frame on nmy favourite (not to mention private) pic of my ;ate husbansd ( who ive been missing more tha usual) and itwas a Fucking COLOR XEROX
i went ona rampage and found amost every pic in thehouse was a color fucling xerox

other than bernice perjillo ayctionng a my shitto hjersef and throwing frannies art in the dump and signing for 500 grand for — — —- cash THER DUMP
ive not been so gut slic ed for a few weeks

Radio has joined the band
i wantthe pics please? (* This was a post about stolen family pictures.)
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fuckin flakeo siteo hellooo
Hi
Remermeber when i promised y all that wed send snail mail? and i still will. Were getting actual real management, actual real attorneys and actual real redo of this site
This has been thee fucking worst . THEEEE worst and we all know it.
And I have the credibility of Mike Tyson right now, wich is exactly what the Fiduciary in charge if Franni bs trust did when they – OOPS SHE DIDNT SHRED! paid two trusted employees. Both convicted felons. two words BACKGROUND CHECK>
even more so and im on my knees praying to god wondering what it is i have to do to get you all to shut up with the “Shes on Drugs” comments all the fucking time. knock
It
Off
IM not on Narcotics. i pee test. I have a hair test coming back
itll show a bit of this and maybe a teensy bit of that but theres rx and theres a reason for the rx.
Christ i take Xanax! Is that OKAY???????80 million americans say YES and 40 say yes EVERYDAY sometimes many times.
So Hypothetically speaking if
1. – —— —— had been found to take a couple of ten grand checks
from the trust fund that lost – oh a million here and a million there- In the rolling stone its summed up so well —- got a source who said
that maybe i had pissed off the bankers really bad. Wich is why someone wrote ,God, 20? 30? thats how many credit cards people had.
You guys whatever you may be;ieve or not believe the stuff about money is all totally true burned into my head true.
I seee those pictures from when —– s;imed those 80 boxes 9 but — “forgot”15 boxes) to my loft and yep i think i had a crackup,on August 8 o3 an Employye of the — branch of this— wrote these 19 dollar bad checks on all the cards.
Theres some other funnies. oh yeah . i sold my house to Paul mcartney remember/ and i just found the escrow info. When the check for the house was sent to —- it was cashed, but then the ninny part is that none of them fucking dumped anything on the computer right.
Ive got Cars and — have power of attorney over me, YOU probably have one of the — social security numbers too, YOU probably hae a PO box in ——— and if you go to the ——- site and look up all the mes? the 22 bucks at —– bank, the 67 at the —- credit union, its funny.
So the check gets cashed for the——house now ive got bank accounts
heatherroad trust heather trust
f. b —– llc i even got a nve preapproved PLATINUM VISA for a ms F. B road
By the waycheck trw for your kids credit. Frances has a Fico rating that stinks.
She purchased a mercedes SL when she was EIGHT and then stopped paying for it.
Oh yeah so this check gets cashed and all of the suddent heres an email fro the chick at the place – — management- and shes ,oved to Florida and she emails tons of shitty stuff about me wich is all saved on my comp, but she says
Thanks so much for the florida move..i couldnt have done it without you”
The New York Times is going to do a story a big one about this bank wich i dont mention, Theres a lot of Black athletes there, thems being as dumb as us crackah white rock whores – well howd you like to start going after a bank and then fuck a white chick and all you did was fuck her in the butt, andf now youre rapeman/ kinda shut you up abou thtwe missing 20 million
What if you were thw worlds greatest boxer, and you got Alzheimers?
and all of the sudden youve got all these LOANS you never made ot DID you?
that guy lost 50 million.
The New York Times are not pawns or going to help me. They are going to name the place and for the first time in my history of litiginousness or whatever you cant do shit to me aboutwhat a bitch i am.
Coz theres not a word i need to say. every single stolen penny , every single wierd transfer of funds “Please put 75,000 dollars in ——-” “please put 4000 dollars in —- —-” the two of them- the — and the alleged —-, would do that sometimes ten times a day.
If you knew someone who had gotten 485000 in cash out delivered to your home except the delivery service doesnt match even that psycho amount, especially if you/ well me/ i canot recall ever having too much cash around. they CLAIM 485. its impossible.
whatrs scary is that these two ladies signing off ofrhtese deliveries signed for way way more than 485000 in 2002. we counted the stack, and theres another stack at an office, 395 in one stack and 876 in another.
Th eerie shit never stops, i showed —– and —– this one i also sent it to the ——, but this bank put so much into ——— i wonder what he will do, a promissary not for 2 million bucks no bigger than the slip of a dollar bill.
a Six million dollar loan on one sheet of paper. unsigned.
and email after email after email from your —– whose — happens to— a fading porno star, well is that fair? i dont know her. Amber Lynn? anyone know who she is? is she a Vivid girl?
i read the galleys to How To make Love like a Porn Star and its abou ths porn star jenna Jameson and although i think her blow job 1 -10 is okay the real secret is how fast can you jerk off a guy the way he jerks off himself?
amd what constitutes a “job” ten minutes? twenty? half an hour?
But Il be fucked. —– notices the bankers boyfriend creeping around wicked and she stops this guy from ripping them off, i went icy coz its juts a paragraph but i know its him…motive motive motive……ive made millions this year but cant find it…..i called the FBI four times. they hung up on me each and every time and were deregatory. an editor of people magazine witnessed it, called them and they denied it.
Again email after email
“Your contract is exactly what it is- not one dime goes anywhere without your signature” then BAM 650,000 dollars goes to the wife of the uncermoniously dumped ( Fuck you —–and blender. Fuck your badly researched heartbreaking fuckingnightmare/. your story did worse things to frances and me than anything could. — —- Just called—– THIS MONTH and the proceedas for the salw of my house in los feliz came in,
he was to be called so they called him
he said wire transfer the funds to my chase account.
——– says they can defend all their actions so im curious how a. 980 000 dollars goes on an employees business amex i know nothing of.
and—— — —— allows my public storages i also know nothing about to go into arrears. —- then has an auction. to herself.
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— then brings a giant truck of our stuff to a place i wont name as theyve been so helpful, and she and —- —— pick and pick and pick through it
and then she taked the rest to the DUMP
the DUMP
that ine gets me
because when i spoke with the property manager he said all he could remeber was childrens art.
since 1992 when KC was Alive some glitch happened with a social secuirty number, thats how the trust fund found out how much money we really made
. i thought we were wealthy but we were are very wealthy
I guess as thius is the number one creime in california identity theft and missapropriated funds i feel like im the human enron
the onl;y thing this fucking trust fund ever did EVER other than send my one million dollar onvestment toa b of aq coz someone asked them too.
was spend a vast amount of money having me followed and paying employees, to try and remove me as co trustee.
This started these payments in July. Thats when i pisssed off these old gay guys who make porno movies, thats the bank.
And i may be useless rightnow but three years ago what the fuck could you REALLY use me for/ Porn stars. i attrcated them like flies on a pomengranate.
This trust fund paid **** a convicted ex felon to do ‘whatev4er it takes” spo the dumb looking fire sensor next tot he real one? with a mike? hes an idiot biut then he gets serious and hwen i get arrested andno offense winona but she had like WHAt in her purse without a prescription. im arrested because bruce calls the police station and says i have a gun and am throwing bricks
so when the social worker shows upo i was juts like oh fuck yourself
and when i let Detective ***** in my house? he asked if he could test my medicine
sure
i said
two weeks later as i may have posted theres this crawl on cnn”illicit’warrant”narcotics’possesion” dude
some ambiens one oxycontin some retired allegra some fluonase one of those rxs for the xenicil that i never used and some expired percocetts
i have the bottles they know i hAve the bottles
it was my property they know they held me for no reason
so? Im just so confused because heres the killer

once this story hitsitys all v lass action suits and goodbye andits just so fiucking sexy inst how you add a zero here or there and in the midst of the irs having a fucking field day were gonna be fucked –
BECAUSE WE FOUND THAT —— WAS TAKING A BRIBE EVERY MONYTH IT SEEMS FROM THE BANK AND THE BANKERS

meaning. false abuse reports. a bribed state official.proof.
im scared i want a scanner NOW. I want you to see this . iof anything happens to me i had to post this

I just pray to God that the insanely credible and famous moneyt person we all love whp heard y story and saw the documents- again they cant say SHES LYING I HAVE THE DOCUMENTS. shes a cunt whore cracbeast heroin bitch I HAVE THEPEE TESTS AND I HAVE THE DOCUMENTS.

do you get an apology after something like this.

that bank better hurry, i havent senmt all the documents to the paper of record. but —- wanted it on the cover. oph boy my lifge is destoroyed but i was telling the truth i feel so VINDICATED.

dont go nuts on my ass i had t post this were meeting real management to day and fuckit im going to ask someone rich to borrow money. its pretty fucking hard. i know it must makje you sick million this or whatever. i just didnt know we had it number one number two its scary having seven dollars.
repo the car. its scary and humiliating
so when this social worker gets busted do they apologise and leave you alone?

dont flame me too hard im pretty fucking scared
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03-11-04, 11:40 AM
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what’s wrong Nanci? I think they are cool!

boring

she knows what she did to me and my family

figures shed make it pbic
03-11-04, 11:20 AM
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asshole

dorkswe are wayyyyyy
in LE WITCHHNT

AND THE BANK WANTS MEDOWN

TRHAT MISDEAMEANIR IS BOGUS

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hes fucking insane
( name edited) is fucking insane. WHAT???? fuckin a. greeeaaat. keep it comin asshole

24 m ollar loan…nice…keep it up.

06-12-04, 08:30 PM
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“LEGAL ANNOUNCEMENT in”public forum
the follwing have zero power of attorney over mje and any perceptiopn that they ever did was fraudelkeent ohnthiers or othjers
———-
———–
— ( and allpo boxes from —– motgage wich refinanced kurt cobains mothers hiome leaving her homeless and all usage of my secret lines with —–and all travelt o deposit money in brazil and munich and aLL MOIRTGAGE AND LENDING SERVICERS OFFERED IN ct —– va —– tx ALL UNIOCORPARTED COUNTIES AND ALL SMALL BANKS SUCH AS ——- YOU ARE TO CEASE CREATING CORPORATIONS NOW

AS GOES

—— WHOM I NEVER SIGFNED FOR AS TRUSTEEAND ——- NOR CONSUEAL————-
NOR ——– NOR —- ——– NOR ———– —– AND ANY BUSINESS YOU DO WITH THE ABOVE YOU ARE DOING WITH STOLEN MONEY
NOT —– ——- NOT ANY ONE ANYWHERE
NMO ONE HAS ANY TRUSTEE SHI[P OR POWER PF ATTORNEY POVDR ME

TO UISE MY OWN PHONE NUMBERS TO CAL;L CHILDRENS SERVICES AND TO BRICBE MY OWN EMPLOYSEES IS DISGUSTING ENOUGHT O GASLIGHT TO DA FOUR TIMES IS JUST DISGUITSING AND TO STEAL A BROKER AT ——– AMEX CARD

ALL WASGHINGSTON STATE PHOMNETY NAMES ANDF DELEWARE SUCH ASX ——- ETC

ANYONE ACEPTING MONEY ON MY BEHALF SUCH AS —- —– MIRTGAGE ANY ————–SAE4RRVICES ARE TO CEASE NOW

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It Requires A Witness
After That Pig Gaslit My Attorneys And Said He Could Make It Go Away For High Fivew Figures Quote I Said Fuck Offthe Old Neighbour Lady Saw Her Throw Some Bottle Of Johnnywalker Red Hpow Gauch Art Him- I Was There To Drop Off Aa Chair- I Have Tsewo Witneseewhere —- A Coke Dealer Wsho Ripped Off My Kid For More Than 20 Me For More Than 30 Get The Gaul?
And Whats Up This Das Ass Every”arrest ” Has Been Authored By —- Who Sells Coke!

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ill just give it for free
to anyone i like and kurt would have liked and the rest if you can pay 500 dolalrs fro it or you could get some really cool sweet 75 and foofighter outtakes

pick a side and dont be stupid

kurt was my best friend not yours and not his lame bandmates other than pat smear who he loved

so be real careful about truning his suicide wich was his defiance his rage and his STUPIDITY too into an emaculated fag joke

let him have his fucking dignity ir a tleast RAGE wichis what suicide is

( a shrink tells me gun to head is grief and gun in mouth is RAGE)

you take that rage from him everytime you emasculate his choise to do this asshole thing wichis undoubtaedly and obviously an asshole thing

i didn tmarry a corpoiration and i didnt marry an invalid i married A really really funny son of a bitch who was the most ambitious person ive ever known

one ot htehtongs im doing now is a
starting nirvana .com the real one where you guys can hgear allt he fucked woirred cassete stuuff( for FREE and idea that thoise other giuys were way unhappy with)

andnot an artist direct site ( wichis wher ethe foos are and theyd get bonuses and links if id be afucking tard and do it there so foo man could have more chits)

but one built by fans run by fans

were also – now that this shit is over

doiing a book on random house of all his gross out boy comics and all his funny insane rantings
and all his sweet juniour hugh skool;

fake band drawings and writingf and stories and love letters to tracy and tobey( ill keep mine tomyself thanks)

and the insanley fnny 20 verses written lyrics to every song including
teen spirit

“were loiunge singers from las vegas hgere we are now entertain us”

and his hysterical letters to record companies begging for his big shot wichis the stuff that makes melike him

and some of our nastyletter fights where wed have who wrote better lyric fights and they are vficious and funny
fcuk you i rule

ni fuck you i am the king

ni fuck you i am the queen

im doing this now becaus eits fun to see people see him as he was and would have wanted to be seen himself not hti sdistorted passive saint person wioth no balls and no sexuality

the way you people talk its like he had a three inch dick

no story there-0 theman was HUNG – so dont take away the fact thathe actually had a cock knew how to use it and was the worlds sickest kisser

you forget he was the best FUCK that ever walked- slam you against the wall and beat your ass fuck- amazing noone is as goods in bed as thatguy was

you know the way he played guitar- yeah like times fifty

he wasnt some fey mamas boy- hewas a man- not a child and not an emasculated being

anyway ill pu tit out now that these assholes are off my chest and the fofifghters are not a concern of kutr ( GOD he would have hated that so fucking much and dave knows it titally-his shame is waht makes him write these inane songs almost all thier subtext firget the courtneys a bitch ones are
i m bette rthan kurt i am i am iam the dave stuff has him spinning not the fact that i got my saggy boobs unsaggied0- he would have thought it was cool-

as far as your jesus guy hating hollywood?
hello?
theyoffered hima part in “the new age” and he was jumping up and down
he met cusack and wanted ot do a movie with him

hemetgus van and wanted to do a movie with HIM

he loved theidea of being a movie star- period

somneone posted in another thread one of themnore sick evil nd vile things this evening
“whyshould wendy have mor emoney than krist or dave smom”

FUCK YOU IDIOT BECAUSE HER SON WROTE EVERY CHORD AND ARRANGED EVERY WSONG AND WRIOTER EVERY LYRIC

thats like asking why the drummer in hendrixes bands mom shouldnt have the smae a s hendirx

go to high school

take a civics class- wacth the godfather

and be HELPFUL here
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we want to start a cool nirvana.com and ahve it be great and have stuff thatnoone else has

so dont piss me off with this bullshit

get tohgether with yourselfs have apowwow and stopinsulting hima nd me and our kid( some other asshole posted i was uh,,,teaching my daughter to be a SLUT?) id say that fine young person ill getyou rip addresand make sure you have to pay 600 dollars for a boxxset

do not insult my family- think twice-leave me alone gve theman his dignity respect thati run the show and help us helpo you get the kurt songs you want

ever hear”the son” its magical
ever hear”opinions” itd funny and sad
ever hear” ivy league” its sick

ever hear me and kurt havinbg a cuss out contest while singing where did you sleep last night an dlaughing our asses off?
itsd funny

ever hear the pat smear eric kurt songs? theyre genius

wanna hear em?

then help us build oiur site get together and banish the bad people kurt would have hated who call me a whore and his daughter a slut and take away his final act of rage- suicide is not sonething we shoudl do but un its own totallyu selfish way thatstuck me with all this bullshit

it was his act as a man- letsuse it to help other kids not do it

lets make a forum where kids cxan talka bout drug use and depression in a real way without being judged or harassed or talked down to

lets prive what the internet dotocme greedheads didnt get

that fanbs can build and run a site way better than corporate fuckers

lets think about whatthe artwork should be-im open to anything cooland want this to be outby christmas

lets thinkabout how tohandle thatthis guy ius dead- hekilled humself and how di we apporach that as a agroup without it beinbg gross?
whawould be tastefula nd kurt approved funny ways to do it>?
UNIFY WITH US T OMAKE THIS WORK OR LISTEN TO SHIT THAT SWEET 75 MAKES OKAY?

do you kids ahve a ckubhouse? hold ameeting- because there will b free files and stuff noone else has and good fore=ums for discussing suidical thougts and real answers about heroin speeddd coke crack etc not some bullshit loveline fake dr drew answers but real answers

and answers as to how you can be a great fuck and also a feminist too

go convene0 monitor yourself do you arent insultingmeor my kid or kurtsmonmand lets put an effort in to hoe the corproiate assholes that fans can do this themselves

you can email brooke with artwork and suggestions andlets get the oficial site iwthfofoicical treats up and running
and i dont LIKE playing widow and i dint want to do it
iwant YOU to do it

anbdleave us arty snarky smarty funny bitchy girls here at hole alone so we can go beakc to discussing hypoatianad shakespeare and the quest if the feninine befre your rudely intrupted us

are you someone KC would have wanted as a fan? if yoiu arentinsultung his family your halfway there

kc was not some bullying mysinginsit jock he liked me best int he worlkd and i him and as ive said fir everuy bitch inch i am he was eevry inch bastard so we were erresllay well suited

stop turning him into something he would have depised you for

unify and come back to us without his errant attitude or well run it and we wont let you in degrading me or francxes or wendy or kin

did i reallysee a “nirvana” fan oin here tonight calling kin cobain a “dyke”

honey you need otbe athe rtist direct limp bixket site- were picky we like nirvana fans whoa re up to standard an dno you cant be in our club if your a sexist conspiracy theroy n=homophobe lameass

so UNIFY if your fans and figure out becaue im th enly ine who can build the nirvana .com and i want your help.

so help- every piece if shit bullshit nasty remark is only tearing apart whohe was

give him the “dignity” r at least gravity his final act deserves

stop talking baouthis dyke sister and his slut mother and his whore wife and his slut ( 8 year)od daughter

whatis this ohenomonen?

you can register with brooke and shell check you out

but unify make some rules you dot break

your going tohave sine faith in me as i pu ton the loathsome wiidow hat in the pursuit of prtectingthe bext friend and best fuck ive ever had

theres alot to do
want toput and callme names and fuck thingsup

aor as fans want to put some faith in me and brooke to helpus make site thats really yours
exanibe your sexism carefully- kurt was the best friend other than edward and jim an dmilos forman ive ever had- he realkky was cooland funnya nd wicked-celebratethat and respect thathe was my best friend and stop the madness of your anger and craziness- your going tohurt himand take away whathe loved

sure tjheres always fgoign tobe soem crackpot “shes a whore ahse a bitch” nightmare perosn its your resposibilty ESPECIALLY IF your ihn nirvanaclub t o helo us make thissite magical and secaila nd helpfula nd cool

its up to you- goo d luck and chinese food

cl
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Courtney On the Subject of rapes at Woodstock 99, as posted by Admin of Rockrgrl message boards (Saturday Sept 4, 1999): ?
I think theres been a seachange lately in “rock”. It started for me at ?the KROQ Acoustic christmas. Who the hell were these sort of Def ?Lepard chicks in the front row in white pants with the nineties ?version of feathered hair (it still IS feathered hair) absouloutly bored ?and frightened of us? I havent seen that wierd face on a girl in the ?front row since 1990, its that, “my boyfriend told me your a freak” ?face or the “You dont have a cock and are therefore useless to me” ?face- wich is essentially true if youre these girls- i cant marry them ?and im certainly not going to buy them any more white pants ?……some Prada maybe……I couldnt figure it and it REALLY caught ?me by surprise…..they were absouloutly old school 100% groupie ?girls and they wanted to be. ?wierd. ?obsolete , i thought. ?What the hell i thought. ?why would anyone want to have that energy in 1999 and WHO the ?hell is around to service them? ?and THEN it hit me. ?.Korn. ?Somehow we were playing UNDER Korn, i had been too lazy to ?whine about the billing, and kevin from KROQ is so suppportive of us ?i just do what he wants ,within reason. ?yeah ,well, stupid me, cos now im stuck with a front row full of ?these girls who really really really dont want to play guitar or drums ?and really DO spend alot of time on thier hair. ?BUT, im trying to do the math on this. ?Korn is “alternative”- the singer is a sweet sexually conflicted guy ?with an amazing voice, i dont really think he loathes women. i think ?he barely notices them. ?The rest of the band run the average boyband gamut from arrogant ?to gangster to sweetheart ( no math boys for me to even really talk ?to but theyre nice enough fellows) ?So I play a lame show and go off on them some, and i go backstage ?super super confused. ?KROQ my people, my community where a womans brain is her most ?important asset sort of- i know its loose, but compared to say ?groupie dinosaur bands like NIN or GnR, the KROQ backstage is ?normally a brain trust, Metallica dont do the groupie thing- even ?Manson and his kids seem pretty sensitive about the way women ?are on tour- theres lots of girls but they tell me they are treated ?well and basically one girl told me dressing up to fuck a band ?member(in Manson) is sort of her Carnival comes to town sex ?fantasy- Ill be Mary Magdalene and ill sleep with the Antichrist. ?Sounds fair to me. As long as she brings her cab fare. ?anyway, im walking around and these chicks are everywhere!! Alot ?of old ones alot of new ones, alot of strippers, so I conclude that ?Korn- who arent actually SEXY people per se; for whatever ?Mysterious reason tap into this repressed groupie collective. these ?chicks havent been out in a while theyre a bit of an obsolete breed ?and maybe they finally- after allthese years- found a band to put ?on the dog for.I dont get it , i dont love it, but i accept it. ?Ah But theres more, the plot thickens. ?So the next thing were in Australia, were not playing Under Korn ?were headlining the Big Day Out and they are third, and i dont see ?these girls in the front row again- i see groovy girls with bunny ears ?and i see goth girls with bad attitudes and i see the usual jock boys ?who muscle to the front- its a scary scary place the front , and the ?laws of nature dictate that the strongest people with the most ?desire to show off are going to get to the front so they are always ?there- squishing and pinching boobies, thats sort of the nature of ?the pit. You get your boobies pinched and you slap him. the end. ?But creeping around the edges are the Korn PEOPLE, the Korn ?MANAGEMENT team, and i do mean “creeping” cos theyre creeps. ?Big ones. i dont mean just Mysoginist- but oily. These are also the ?Limp Bizkit people, just so youll see where this is going. ?At one point i have the singer and bass player from Korn in my ?dressing room and, knowing these are working class guys from ?Bakersfield who are probably getting really screwed regarding thier ?publishing and thier royalty rates, i want to extend my knowledge- ?which is alot – about such matters. ?One of their people is present. ?I ask them did they sell their publishing? Yes they say. for how ?much iask? they name an astonishingly low sum. i look at the ?”person” what the fuck is THAT? i ask. Your partner went to ?Harvard for THAT.? after a few more questions i realise that Korns ?situation with its management is beyond pathetic. Thier people own ?them in ways unimaginable in 1999- 1952 yes, but not now. They ?are essentially;slaves. slaves with Rolexes and groupies purchased ?for them by thier “people” So these guys have obviously been ?suckered massively- they dont know what the hell is going on, and ?their “person” is giving me a headache and a hairy eyeball for my ?enlightenment session. ?It worries me,korn getting ripped off and these groupies are ?somehow part of it- i just know it but ihavent figured it all out yet. ?Is this some Suge Knight fallout? i wonder, pussy instead of cash? ?How is it here in rock? i thought it was a rap problem. oh yeah but ?raps crossed over, i guess korn have a sort of rap vibe to them, and ?Limp Bizket….are they doing business like rappers? getting screwed ?like rappers- who are famously ripped off and left penniless ?constantly (read “have Gun Will Travel”) ?So on the eve of the second Big Day Out i go back to the hotel and ?there they are! The groupies are back. or hookers. or strippers. ?theyre here and they ALL look miserable. I remember this routine ?from the heavy metal years….theyre waiting to get PICKED!!!! I ?cannot fucking believe my eyes , as i say hello, look at the floor and ?get my key. So embarassed. i see the “People” wrangling chicks for ?the band and themselves. I see some of the girls looking at me like ?they’re embarassed to be caught doing this sort of thing. I dont ?look back at them im ashamed.YUCK. ?I go to sleep disturbed as hell. But what can i do.? Im gonna sound ?like a priss if i say anything. I havent seen any misbehaviour, just ?25 miserable women in the lobby waiting to give head, theyll say ?”boys will be boys” theyll say im being a boor so i shut my mouth. ?The next afternoon i go downstairs, i walk throught he lobby and i ?hear my name – wailed- in wretched voice- i whip around, here in ?front of me is a bedraggled girl-18 maybe younger. One of Korns ?security “people” is dragging her. ?”Courtney “she screams” they raped me Courtney” ?Okay NOW im pissed. Now im fucking mad,okay? NOW im pissed. But ?the truth is im pissed at HER. ?i pause at that. ?Yeah i am ,im pissed at her. Cos I know everythings shes gonna say ?before she says it. And saint Courtney the Avenging Angel is going ?to do what? Kick thier asses?Make a scene? What the hell do these ?guys know? They were lucky to get laid Ever once before they were ?famous-come On! Theyre from BAKERSFIELD! ?So i turn around all full of piss and vinegar and i look at this poor kid ?and i just, i dont know i just melt, The Korn “person” is saying “Just ?ignore her Miss Love she was stalking a band member” ?yeah right, ?is that why her clothes are torn? is that why shes got scratches on ?her? is that why she has a laminate dangling down? Is that why her ?eyeliner and lipstick applied so carefully last night- maybe she ?thought, Im going to have sex with a travelling musician its going to ?be so glamourous,maybe he’ll fall in love with me, maybe he’ll take ?me back to LA with him, maybe i’ll be his girlfriend-is smeared all ?over her face? Did she get to have an Orgasm? Hell no from the ?looks of it. ?I grab her from him. he grabs her back. Bozo KNOWS hes in some ?shit- plus my security person is bigger than him. ?”They raped me” shes sobbing ?”what did you think they would do?” i ask her-sternly i feel like a ?fucking parole officer- its so wierd. ?she doesnt answer. she gulps, she sobbing. and then she names ?the person. and LO AND BEHOLD, its one of the Korn “People” – You ?knew this was coming right? ?And all of the sudden she turns into a negotiation, shes no longer a ?person. ?” i swear she crazy Miss Love ,” (he wants me to drop it ?desperatly)For whatever reason i start to believe this g
uy- itd be ?alot easier-but he continues”whod touch her? Shes a dog” ?OKAY NOW IM REALLY FUCKING PISSED! ?I get the girl a bunch of money to go home,i make her swear shes ?going to make a police report, and i leave. when i get to the venue i ?storm by the Korn “People.” what can i do? Tell me what the hell im ?supposed to do? i dont know if anyone raped her, i wasnt there, ?you tell me what i was supposed to do? Ive got alot of power, i ?know i do, but SHE was in the lobby, she got “picked”- SHE put ?herself there. Or maybe the “people” thought she was a tasty ?young thing and they put her there. either way she attended the ?ceremony. ?Well, variations of this same story happened for the whole 2 weeks- ?girls storming at me in lobbies ,in parking lots,in the STORE, with a ?KornKomplaint, I started to shrug, i told them to get guitars, what ?the fuck? OfficerKortney KornKOmplaint “they exploited me. those ?guys in Korn used me” It was incessent and id listen and be polite, ?and feel empathy, but really i was pissed at these girls for getting ?suckered. And they always had really nice hair. Long. (An ?expression of the acquirers taste?) ?And whats intersting is it DID NOT happen on the -aborted- Manson ?tour. Youd think? Right? but they seem to treat women pretty well ?as ive said,maybe they like their Moms. I dont think these guys ?”demand” picking sessions, i think they think that its a normal “rock” ?activity,i think these guys get these kids so much nookie they dont ?know what to do with it, The singer of korn described big decadent ?scenes that sounded cool and funny but only if everyone is really ?participating, and I think it sends out a ‘vibe’ and i think that vibe is ?foul and it stinks. I think audiences pick up on that vibe or image- ?that its Ok to disabuse and degrade us. I think the head “Person” of ?the Korn/LimpBizket (and amazingly the Backstreet boys. i dont ?even want to THINK about that) needs to cool his shit out or im ?going to start naming him, out loud and everywhere, and whats he ?going to do? Not ask us on the Family Values tour? Make it wierd at ?Interscope? better is he going to say im a crazy stalker groupie? ?uhhuh. ok baby.Ive stayed awake at night thinking about these ?poor stupid girls, and praying that these guys will get some ?terrifying girlfriends soon so this shit stops. and after Woodstock i ?just feel the SOURCE of this rape environment is buried somehow in ?this story- because this did not happen before now, since 91. ?Maybe im crazy ,maybe somehow, all of the sudden the boys got ?really fed up with all the singer songwriter girls and all the gentle ?emo alternative bands, i would if i was raging with testorone. damm ?straight id seek out a boy band where No Girls Allowed was the ?deal. I’ve dealt with raging testoterone audiences and I can RELATE ?to them, I think the problem here is that us girls still think were ?”allowed” at a Limp Bizket show like we were at Nirvana, so its a ?card trick, Woodstock. And i turned it down.The truth is i had a bad ?bad feeling about it, and if i’dve been there i would’ve taken off my ?shirt, damm straight, and that probably would have made things ?worse anyway- the intention would have been to fuck with thier ?heads but theydve just thought i was stripping. So what to do? ?who knows. Cool the “person” out specifically. i think. and dont go ?mosh at these guys shows. and maybe we will go on the Family ?values tour just to get some estrogen in there as they all seem to ?TRY and behave when im around. I really dont know. you tell me.

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tea
math
blood

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